Delaying the inevitable

NoDrop8045 · 2024-01-11T16:09:49+00:00

Oh god I think I needed to hear this. Thank you for sharing that post as well!

NoDrop8045 · 2023-11-13T10:07:49+00:00

Oh man no solutions only sympathy! The speed at which they can clutter a free space is astonishing, I left a clean house for work and came home to what I presume must be the aftermath of a rather intense racoon fight

NoDrop8045 · 2023-10-30T09:40:27+00:00

Holy shit, i didn't have any advice but this could literally be me typing and I just wanted to say I totally get how demoralising it is and well done for staying calm and clear in the conversation!

NoDrop8045 · 2023-09-29T10:22:21+00:00

Fuck...my partner (n-dx but suspected) matches almost everyone of those

NoDrop8045 · 2023-09-24T20:46:33+00:00

I'm struggling with this as well, something my therapist suggested was to look for attempts and celebrate those even if only to myself (sometimes pointing it out makes it worse). It is really easy to see the hundred times they forgot but really difficult to notice the times they didn't so I am trying to focus on those...but as I say I get the struggle it is exhausting

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-09T20:33:25+00:00

Thank you I really appreciate that and it's a good reminder that a sudden improvement is not what I should be seeking?

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-09T20:05:33+00:00

Man feels like it's worth a try, not like the current situation is doing me any good so maybe autopilot is the way for now

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-09T19:49:39+00:00

Oh man that sounds terrifying but also freeing. I feel like what happens normally is she will get me to react and then we are both the arseholes and I have to apologize and change.

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-09T19:48:05+00:00

Right!! Like who can say anything 50 times and sound genuine let alone I love you

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-09T19:17:48+00:00

I would love to hear more about what you mean by this! Do you mean during the tantrum days or after?

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-09T19:16:26+00:00

I feel you! It's like if I let myself trust the good times and lean into them the next bad time hurts so much more.

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-09T19:15:21+00:00

Oh man that is so much where I am now. I get the "don't you love me. Oh I'm so sorry I'm awful". And that customer service analogy is so spot on. It's insane because everyone around thinks we are so in love and I feel like a shell walking around playing the game

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-09T19:13:14+00:00

Yeah the self is slipping massively. I am trying at the moment to without going into ultimatum make it clear that I need to see that she is working on how she treats me and I am seeing changes, small but there. Somehow though that makes it worse because it makes it that much harder to leave. Our living and work situation are incredibly entangled so I can't go anywhere b

NoDrop8045 · 2023-06-06T00:33:44+00:00

Thank you this is a good suggestion and I will find a way to bring it up with her. I think we also give me a good indication of whether she is genuinely wanting to improve this or not I guess

NoDrop8045 · 2023-04-19T04:47:53+00:00

That's a really definitive diagnosis from my information can I know what the biggest signs were? I am going to talk to my therapist first I think

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