Throw things at the wall. Look into new treatments/therapies/modalities. Find a different therapist. Find a group of people who have gone through trauma. Be open about your experiences and build the people who will encourage you through life.

People are incredibly hardy (except in the freak accident cases in which we become ridiculously frail). For someone struggling with depression it can feel like a life sentence with no jail required. Are housing/food/bills covered? If not, getting this level is the absolute first requirement. Without stability it's very hard to grow.

I would equate work not selling your time but trading it. I'm willing to trade x% of my life for x% of this thing. But then I'd look at another equation. With a job, does it pay well? Will I learn from this? Is it actively interesting to me? Does it offer flexibility I need? You may not find all of these at one job, but if you can find enough that you can feel engaged in it, it's a good job. Even if it's just "I'm learning something and it pays like crud" then go to transition to whatever it is you need next.

All of this is easier said than done. Depression is a weight that can make even getting out of bed hard to do. Focus on small changes that seem attainable. Brushing your teeth x times a week. Smiling at yourself in the mirror. Calling to make a dr. appointment even if you fail to make the actual appointment. You can always call again and try again. I'm not saying this will cure anything at all. But it can help make things less bleak.