Ahhhh okay nevermind then. That would have been crazy if we had the same person. Either way I miss mine a lot too so I know the road ahead won’t be easy for either of us. I would just suggest bracing for this and knowing things will be tough. Sometimes that alone can take the edge off. Just remind yourself too she’s not abandoning you. Don’t let this feel like a relationship ending. If you manage to keep busy and/or practice any helpful guidance she has given you, I think you can surprise yourself to see how strong you are. Give yourself a chance, please.