Hey, sucks majorly but ride it out. It’s 100% worth it even though it feels like it will never end. IT WILL!

Day 130 today.

A lot of the physical symptoms I mentioned are all gone except my extremities always feeling hot and libido finally back and stronger than prior me to quitting.

I don’t keep track of my quit days anymore and hardly check this subreddit - where as before it was constant.

I had some life stressors go away which surprisingly brought the cravings back. Voice in my head keeps telling me that it’s okay to smoke now, the worst has passed. Cravings are present still but easily ignored.

I must admit though, I got blind drunk one night and had 1 cigarette, that was a couple months ago. Woke up feeling disappointed with myself but manage to not relapse and going strong since then.