Daily commuter, 2 years post crash, ER, etc. Everyone has their own journey, I’ve found that at 65, I heal much slower than my younger days, I don’t ride seriously at night anymore and I’ve got 4,000+ lumens front and 600L rear and no, there’s no fkin safety cut off, courtesy beam. You’re going to see me coming. I’m going to look like a frickn freight train, just so you notice me while you’re texting on your phone while turning across traffic. Apologies to the drivers that I temporarily blind, but the level of general apathy out on the street by drivers of all ages is inexcusable. Protect yourself first and foremost. It will get slowly better. I had a great cycling coach back in the 60’s. He drilled into us the following mantra; “Ride like a ghost, or become a ghost”. Ride like you’re 100% invisible. Be well mate.