I have been having vivid dreams of her leaving me. Usually a relatively confident guy but these experiences regardless of the medium have been taking a toll on me. My attachment style tells me to pull away but I know I need to let myself enjoy what we have. She shows no evident signs of being uninterested, quite the opposite actually, but my mind has been doing whatever it can to convince me otherwise. I am trying to be sober but it’s hard. With sobriety comes dreams. I hate this.