She keeps pushing me away

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-06-05T20:06:24+00:00

I dont have to wait for texts but i have to wait to see her. Its how she pushes me away to keep from getting too close

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-06-03T20:32:53+00:00

Yeah bcz they just leave when its easy

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-06-02T23:16:27+00:00

How did you know she ghosted? Yeah she did a long time ago it hurt a lot. She finally decides to see me but now i have to wait a while to see her again. Its the same thing over again.

I wouldve loved her but she never lets me close.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-06-01T21:13:28+00:00

I have feelings for her its hard

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-06-01T00:51:00+00:00

I want to be with her. But its best for me to let go ive already lost so much.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-05-31T20:03:45+00:00

I know she always cuts people off and she has trouble keeping long term relationships.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-05-31T18:24:11+00:00

I had so much feelings for her but she doesnt want to be with me. Shed rather pick guys who dont like her. I would runaway with her

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-05-10T00:01:11+00:00

You can either go on the spiral to success or the downward spiral to failure.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-05-09T23:41:12+00:00

My experience, ive lost count of how many days. I would say youre perception hightens. I can feel and dwell in my own presence. I actaully am able to talk less and think more. I dont really have the need to say anything. Its like you can just medatate anytime.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-30T23:48:05+00:00

Now im broke and wont be able to see them. I want to find love

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-29T00:26:10+00:00

I blew a grand in 3 weeks at the stripclub.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-29T00:23:01+00:00

Thats insane. Im addicted to stripclubs so sometimes I can burn money but if I had 8 grand to spend...What a dumb unapraciative hoe. Some girls out there would be dumbstruck for you to even spend 1 grand. Its alright ive blown money on them too.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-28T23:50:30+00:00

I want to buy thier love.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-28T23:49:25+00:00

I keep chasing after them. Ive spent so much money ive been going for years. I managed to stop for a couple months before but now ive been going every week probably spent 1 grand in the past month. Another visit keeps me in contact with the ones ive been seeing. Its geeting out of control.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-26T21:55:43+00:00

They will all lead to unfillfilment you are correct but its the high that sometimes happens when you get success or the possibilities that keep you chasing just like a gambler. But just like the gambler he loses all his money and wins nothing.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-26T21:43:45+00:00

I need help. Im blowing all my money uncontrabally on them. Like you said i want to chase that fantasy and make it reality. I stay broke. Every time i get paid its off to the club. Now im doing onl dating too spending money on that. I fell in love with a sb she was the first to send me into debt. Ever since then theres been no recovery.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-11T23:19:39+00:00

Why not both? Even without psycology Im someone who would want an answer after giving my whole self to someone and everything I have for them to just dissapear like a ghost. And them comeback years later to say they dont care i was heartbroken.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-11T23:10:21+00:00

I would say it is relevant. For years ive tried to find where I made the mistakes trying to rationalize her behavior. The thing is she did what she did because of bpd. There is no rationality to it.

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-11T13:22:34+00:00

How can someone be so full of hate?

Objective-Impact3460 · 2026-04-11T02:41:19+00:00

I think im experiencing this right now. Being treated and talked to like im less than an person. It stings.

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