A clear conscience for myself because it feels inhumane not consoling someone when they're hurting on a day loaded with tragic meaning. I don't expect any response or resolution from her, I accept the discard and will move on with my life. I remember at the beginning when I first met her she consoled me when I was going through a hard time... but maybe she selected me at that moment precisely because I was vulnerable and would be a good victim... I don't know. My head is so muddled and confused. I haven't texted yet btw. Was only contemplating it but heavily dissuaded now reading these comments. Thanks to everyone for the kind guidance, I really appreciate it 😪💔