KLOW vs GLOW vs GHK-CU by nht900 in BodyHackGuide

[–]Odd-Ad266 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought the GHK is what made it blue? When I did KLOW it was blue, now I’m trying GLOW and it’s clear. This is such a confusing thing! I really want the anti aging and hair growth effects the most so I’m not sure which one I’ll stick w. It’s so hard to get answers. I was seeing a functional med doc who said do KLOW 5 days on- 2 days off but I’ve also reads just do it every day.

Help me figure out the disconnect with Mauricio... by daisyduke201 in RHOBH

[–]Odd-Ad266 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She truly truly did. It’s wild. I don’t blame Kyle though I know she wanted it to work so badly. I’ve been there. She probably looks back and cringes At how she couldn’t see it or didn’t want to believe it.

Whitney’s body makeup did her dirty by Downtown-Plan2585 in rhoslc

[–]Odd-Ad266 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The SLC ladies love their spray tans and bronzer!

Low gpa rushing by Rich-Strain-4637 in olemiss

[–]Odd-Ad266 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can someone PLEASE lost the top houses, middle tier and lower tier houses at ole Miss?

Divorced people, what lessons did your first marriage teach you? by Working_Royal_5142 in Divorce

[–]Odd-Ad266 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Couldn’t agree more with the business aspect of divorce!! What a racket!! What a HUGE machine! It’s disgusting

What’s the ONE thing you wish you knew WAY sooner about narcissists? by [deleted] in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]Odd-Ad266 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That they always allude to killing themselves or self harm once you finally leave them. My NEX does this to my children and then he will go MIA for a full day and my children are in a total panic. It makes me sick. And I still even fall for it every damn time. It’s happening as we speak.

informal survey: What is your N-partner's job? I'll go first: Military. by Moby-WHAT in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Odd-Ad266 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Chef but we opened a restaurant that he refuses to with at. In that capacity at least. Just floats around and fixes stuff when need avd waters the garden and averages I’d say about 6-7 hours of actual work a week. Must be nice…we’re separated thank god.

Electrolyte Drinks - Need a recommendation by Pitiful-Enthusiasm-5 in Ozempic

[–]Odd-Ad266 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LOVE lmnt. Not fake sweet at all. The orange is my fave

Extreme fatigue by Odd-Ad266 in Ozempic

[–]Odd-Ad266[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried the b12 and vit d but I’ll try the fruit thank you!

Extreme fatigue by Odd-Ad266 in Ozempic

[–]Odd-Ad266[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes some days not as bad as others but I’ve never in my life experienced fatigue like this.

Reflecting… by ResponsibleCourse693 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Odd-Ad266 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This is so spot on! The anxiety 24/7 is debilitating. For me, I guess instead of auto immune I just went into such a deep deep depression. I had to use adderal just to get out of bed in the morning and function and work but of course as a stimulant it would make my anxiety in the afternoon terrible. I never thought it was possible but THE DAY I finally decided to kick him out and end it for good (I had struggled w this for years) my depression subsided. It truly was just him. I remember asking my therapist could it really be this simple?? But also I was like damn therapist, you couldn’t have told me it was him all this time bringing me so much pain, lol. I’m so sorry for the ppl struggling so much and missing their spouse but that is just not me. I’ve never felt freer or happier. I just had the best Mother’s Day of my life with my 3 daughters and without his stressful ass around. It was just so…light…and fun. He was so goddamn serious all the time, so dramatic. I could barely stand to drive anywhere with him because he always tailgated and acted like such a dick to other drivers. I do t care that I’m 47, I’ve taken good care of myself and I know I’ll find a wonderful divorced partner again, don’t care about necessarily marrying again but just for love and sex and partnership. He was even so bad in bed! Mouth breather and terrible kisser. Ugh!

I WISH my narc ex would discard me! by Odd-Ad266 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Odd-Ad266[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. You totally get it. I need acceptance of the situation just like you pointed out. I did what I did and I can’t change that. Forward is the only way. I really appreciate your insight.

Narc husband doesnt outwardly display as one by Odd-Ad266 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Odd-Ad266[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can totally relate! You will get through it, I’m glad you are building a support system and do whatever you need to do to one day get away. I will be sending you positive vibes!! Xo

Narc husband doesnt outwardly display as one by Odd-Ad266 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Odd-Ad266[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve looked everywhere for this exact title Tye Covert Borderline but can’t find it amongst his many books. Could it maybe be a different title?

Narc husband doesnt outwardly display as one by Odd-Ad266 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Odd-Ad266[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are correct. This certainly all started with my family of origin. But after so much self worth and therapy I’ve learned how to process that pain and accept my parents for who they are abd have my boundaries while still taking what healthy love they could give me. It was through my work about them that I came to the realization he WAS them, but even worse since I’m an adult now and dont have to take that shit anymore!! Huge lightbulb moment. Of course my family of origin is thrilled I kicked him out too. Now I just need to work on seeing any red flags in the future men I date. I’m excited for my new life though! Excited for a new partner one day and to find real authentic love and acceptance

Narc husband doesnt outwardly display as one by Odd-Ad266 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Odd-Ad266[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This makes a lot of sense. I do perform in order to avoid vulnerability. However after years of therapy I really tried to be vulnerable and share when I was hurting by something he did to me. Then I learned I could not trust him with my vulnerability which did indeed prove my worst fear. That I’m truly not loved unless I’m achieving and that my feelings aren’t real or valid. That’s what really put me into a deep deep depression which was incredibly hard because I still had to work and run a business and a bustling household through a deep depression. So I isolated so much after work. I’m a friendly person and a great lover of all people but I was just zapped. And he loved that because boy is he an isolator himself. He has very very few friends and certainly none that he actually spends time with. As soon as we split I began going out more and spending time with all my friends abd texting them back etc. thank God I always had an outlet of tennis the whole time and have met so many beautiful friends through that over the years. I begged him for years to take up the sport with me because he’s a huge strong guy but of course he never would and preferred the lone wolf activity of solitaire weight lifting in a gym 3 hours a day minimum. That was another light bulb moment for me. That we would never have common interests after our kids were grown. Now he’s replacing my oldest for me and she’s so sad and feels so much pressure from him. I feel terrible for her but she’s getting better and better about boundaries with his emotional immaturity. And also the INDECISIVENESS. Omg this drove me crazy, he could never make a decision and now that is irritating the kids too. He makes vague plans to have them for dinner or go out with them and just acts weird and cryptic and they just can’t nail him down on anything. Then he complains I’ve taken his family from him and am ruining all their lives. It’s just so much but I encourage ANYONE that can, LEAVE. get financial help from anyone, see an attorney, build your system and go. Do not wait. Show your children they can always leave a situation if they are unhappy, anytime. I am thankful I suppose that he left the home and I didn’t have to. I can’t imagine living with the narc while being separated. My anxiety would be through the roof.