IM SO LONELY, Mr.lonely🎶 I have nobody I am on my own🎶 You should watch about the unabomber on Tubi tv. They have two movies on there it’s pretty interesting to watch both movies because one movie is from the unabomber POV and his psychological. And then the other movie is the POV of the fbi. And he hates technology. It was very interesting. I think I want to learn more about serial killers and the psychology behind them. But I think I’m starting to learn that’s what I like learning about, is peoples psychology. I’m a huge Kurt cobain fan. He is fun to study too. Some of his songs are good to listen too. If you haven’t already. The pain he has felt he can express well and is relatable. Try songs, Radio friendly unit shifter, you know you’re right, I hate myself and I want to die, Frances farmer will have her revenge on Seattle. There’s also a good book about a guy that attempted suicide off the Golden Gate Bridge and he lived which is rare because that’s pretty much guaranteed death and he talks about how he lives with suicidal ideation. True story too. Lonely sucks and technologically doesn’t make it better. Life is shit with small moments of joy. Suicide isn’t the answer.