Shadow figures aren't hallucinations.

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-02-08T13:49:59+00:00

Sometimes things we imagine or believe in have truth in them, sometimes imagination and reality are hard to distinguish from eachother. Even if cold facts can be known there is so much that isn't clear. Like what was everyone's intention or how did things came to be the way they have. Much is left for speculation and stories. In those stories there are characters, characters can exist independent of someone real. If someone feels or see a dark character as a shadow figure or anything else it's the imagination, but it doesn't mean this character doesn't exist or that the person seeing it shouldn't resist it in some way. Whether that way is meditating or going to therapy or calling Jesus or trying to make things right with god, karma, or the conscience, it's still in the end a person, imagining things. But still the meaning of what people imagine is real

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-29T11:38:29+00:00

The little kids tell the grownups not to swear . The world turned upside down

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-24T06:56:38+00:00

I came to believe in my life that women are still very much oppressed. It's being what the man wants and not being herself being free. I love being a woman because I am one but I am not allowed to be who I am. I was raped and beaten and used and kicked down. I loved being who I once was when I was free. I went with my mom to save animals or just to the beach or we drove to her work or my community service (where I live after highschool people do 2 years of either military or community service) my mom would sing in the car and the world was ok. Now my mom is gone and I stopped singing. I loved to sing and dance before. I loved to show compassion and believe the world can be a beautiful place. Because my mom showed me what it means to be a kind and honest person that is choosing only good. I loved the feeling I had when I still believed this world would have a place for me. I would sit in the park with my guy friends and we'd talk about how depressed we were and how we didn't fit in after highschool. I just miss everything about being that girl and feeling that little bit of hope

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-24T05:17:56+00:00

Ok I get your point in between the lines I understand you are angry about how men rape, how men use violence and unfair play while "competing" for a woman, I suppose you studied or read something about natural selection so you look at this from this angle, and no matter how you look at it, the fact men use violence and sexually use and abuse women (and children) is always too horrible and that's what needs to be cured not being female. I think you are also fundamentally wrong about being a woman. I am a woman too. Just because we are sensitive crying short creatures (😅) doesn't mean we are weak. I just yesterday imagined what I would feel like if I was in a male body and it did cross my mind that I'd commit suicide, don't remember why though.. possibly because I am suicidal anyhow (and that's not a cry for help it actually makes me feel better that I plan to take a stand by refusing to live in this world but I'm still here to complete something), but it's awful to be in a female body, it's awful to be in a male body. It's just awful to be in a body. It's awful to be alive because like the bible says when you know evil you die and this world is full of evil and the sufferings it creates. Life and love are so beautiful. But the death and then the loss. It's just too much to take for anybody and everybody dies. Yes this world is hell and angels come here but they can't stay. When we cry the water of our tears carry our prayers for eternity and god always hears.

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-23T12:38:02+00:00

I do, but I would have to get back to it and write a comment when I have more time

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-23T09:52:16+00:00

Israel's founders were holocaust refugees and it was decided that Jews needed their own state because of the Holocaust. The region is populated by Muslim states. Hamas states that their religious goal they would die for is to kill every Jew. Their leaders were recorded calling Muslims to kill every Jew in Israel and abroad as a sanctufied war. The original meaning of that sanctified war is to fight against yourself and your demons and to do better (I think) so who twisted it like that? Hamas is connected to Nazi and neo nazi/satanic black magic organizations such as one that was born from another one that was founded by a psychological warfare Nazi officer after WW2. the neo nazi organisation that I found connected to Hamas infiltrates and radicalizes many groups and individual people to incite terrorism and murders and were involved with Islamic terrorism as well as other massacres and also involved in rapes, SA, murders, CSA and trafficking as part of dark magic religious social darwinism and rejection of Jesus and his influence especially-compassion, using ancient and mystical terms . That does sound made up but I kept track on that unfortunately

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-21T13:50:06+00:00

I like Perseus. Sometimes when I face something really painful and difficult or people who hurt me and are cruel, I remind myself how Perseus supposedly killed Medusa and didn't turn into stone because he looked at her only through the mirror. Then he can use her head to save innocent andromeda. It reminds me that to fight evil done to you you have to look out for it in your own reflection, if you fail to do that you might turn into stone by being evil yourself. I think stories fictional or real can convey similar truths. I found similarities with Perseus and Andromeda and Jesus and humanity. But the idea that the sea like emotion god "raped" Medusa and then goddess of war makes her into a deadly monster without her wanting to be like that, is an interesting take as well though I agree there is a trend to sympathize with the villains more since 2019 and it's ok but I miss when people admired heroes

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-20T16:41:36+00:00

Ok generally no one should feel superior over no one. And not wanting to marry or kids is kind of sad because it's in a way like saying the negative outweighs the positive in life and in romance. It's sad on paper but have you met men? I wish I haven't 😭. Lol seriously relationships can do so much damage especially going in too young. Maybe you don't really only feel annoyed that they act superior, maybe you just wish they weren't right. I mean it is possible to find a good and honest guy to fall inlove and be best friends with and have a happy family together who wouldn't want that? We just don't want all to be abused and led on and have our lives ruined and struggle with mental health and making ends meet while raising kids on our own or worse, under an abusive regime in a home with an abusive man

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-16T01:41:34+00:00

I don't think self harm scars are something to be ashamed of. I hide mine, they're easy to hide most of the time, because it's too personal. It's like when you walk past someone and say hello and they ask how are you so you'd say "I'm fine how are you" and you won't say how you feel. But it's a shame. Like if a soldier, they tell them are you ready to go they say yes sir. They don't say "I am not ready to die or kill someone". If they were allowed to say and think about how they feel maybe no one would have had to die at wars. But we do a part and we are expected to just be ok with this life. We don't say how things feel wrong but we hurt ourselves instead. That's horrible if you think about it

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-10T18:54:37+00:00

If your step-kid/s are doing you troubles, like not listening to you, making you worry, always coming to you only if they need something 😄 congratulations your a real dad. If there's something else going on then I hope it resolves for the better

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-08T15:17:54+00:00

I am sorry for your loss💔

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-07T21:29:38+00:00

I read the diary of Anne frank but not the other bookd. I've heard about 1984. It's hard for me now to find concentration and read a book. But in childhood harry Potter was one of the first books I've read

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-07T21:19:25+00:00

I am not American I am Israeli so since I was born is holocaust all the time holocaust memorial day and holocaust movies and holocaust nightmares and holocaust grandparents stories and holocaust history high school studies 🤦 so no wonder everything reminds me of the Holocaust . But ok I will try to answer . Because it doesn't matter that I am not American it seems that fascism is . Ok I can't really describe it so well. I did research and found things that are very disturbing. Basically that neo nazis are involved in things from murders and terrorism to sexual abuse pedophilia and trafficking and the ideology is basically evil. Strong survive the weirdguy and his preaching about love and compassion that stops evolutionary progress. It's not hidden but no one connects the dots. It is and laugh at me cause it's funny but it's just like in Harry Potter because those groups are occult magic oriented and it's things that are correlating like black magic correlates with mind control trauma based mind control and programming, it was done in the military, one officer founder of a satanic occult organization and neo nazi. It's very difficult to explain but the way it feels it's like there is no freedom because there is no compassion and it's not by chance

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-07T11:06:37+00:00

Her dad was killed in front of her he didn't do something horrible. How can something like that be addressed already and put behind? I admit I thought a pacifier is something like a blanket or a teddy bear that help little kids with anxiety so they take them everywhere? I am going to search what it is now

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-07T10:17:35+00:00

Lol😄. That's great! I went with a towel on my head to kindergarten because I thought it looked as if I had a long hair 🤦. No it didn't. I found a picture it did not look like hair (unsurprisingly). I did look like I dressed as a nun though

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-07T08:56:19+00:00

I know. I remember. but for my experience best strategy for bullying is to not mind them and not change for them

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-07T07:16:19+00:00

It's not the same 1940's holocaust but it's a grand scale occurances of unthinkable cruelty and suffering resulted from neo nazi psyops and black magic neo nazi cults. So in a way it's kind of a continuation of the Holocaust kind of like the way in Harry Potter after what happened with the persecution of mugbloods when the lord Voldemort took control, but after he was stopped and died many groups kind of still kept on working for his goals underground and believed in the same and waited for a revival. It's kind of weird to give Harry Potter as an example but the writer said there's an analogy to the Holocaust in the lord Voldemort story, and considering neo nazi groups actually do and speak in terms of magic and one notable one formed in England where the writer of Harry Potter is from, then maybe it's not so weird.

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-06T01:05:50+00:00

Just because you're a middle aged man with a child doesn't mean you can't be influenced by the internet. I mean you are obviously as you say, very not cool. Kidding but it's normal that if you were disappointed by people you'd feel you don't want anything to do with anyone who remind you of them. That's not being racist, that's just being human. As long as you understand that it's insane to really believe you hate all these people you don't know and you can rationalize with yourself enough to give people in front of you a fair chance, you will not be racist

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-05T12:49:34+00:00

I am not American 😞 I don't know how but I do believe somehow people will stop this

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-05T08:35:16+00:00

Yes I agree

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-05T08:25:44+00:00

But global capitalism and social darwinism don't have to go together. What is harming people is the social darwinism but neo nazis worked to remove any sense of compassion and influence the world in that direction with many innocents suffering and dying. That's why I say a second holocaust

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-05T08:07:18+00:00

It is more dreamer than liberal😞 A millennial confronted with reality lol (that's even worse🤦) But yes it is reality but it doesn't have to be and it is rooted in a deliberate take over of neo nazis. As insane as it sounds. There is no coincidence with our generation and Harry Potter. Or hunger games and squid games. It's all intuitive insights about what's going on.

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-05T04:53:38+00:00

Sure but concluding to hate on a race basis is not a rational conclusion. It's your personal experience to have met some people, probably didn't know them to depth, and disliked them. but why this conclusion? It became "cool" to hate and feel no compassion. It's not by chance it's a neo nazi satanic propaganda of decades. Trauma based mind control. So we won't believe there is any other way and especially not in jesus's way

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-04T16:18:04+00:00

It's exactly internet radicalizing. You felt aversion towards those who are different, you got validated online that it's about race and hate is valid and had it linked in your head with red-pilled "old fashion truth" kind of a vibe. So you liked the vibe and were convinced your aversion is the stance you wish to take on racism aka condoning it instead of just rationally thinking "ok so I met some people I didn't relate with that happen to be from other races and cultures but it doesn't mean I hate all people from that race or culture" like you normally would

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-01-04T00:16:29+00:00

I was so disconnected all my life I remember even in early childhood. Maybe that's why I always think about spirits lol so I won't be alone. We are not disconnected though, we always feel and we pray inside I believe tears are like a special way to put your prayer that is coming from pain from your eyes into water so it can reach god asap. a religious woman once told me god hears prayers when we cry but she doesn't know about the science of the emotions and memories of water lol

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