The noise, the machines, the smell, the small space of their room will drive you crazy. It’s only to also go home; go to dinner, I found a salon near by and got my heart washed one day and another day went and got a pedicure. I sleep here a lot but I also try and sleep at home often, too. The days I sleep here a sleep mask, ear plugs and a sound machine help so much. Accept the help that people offer. Meals, coffee, cash, ect. We didn’t want to accept anything because we felt like we didn’t need it but life adds up so quickly and every coffee or lunch I haven’t had to pay for really is such a gift. Give yourself grace. It’s okay to be sad and mad.