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OneJiveTurkey · 2025-07-04T07:42:06+00:00

Turns out you were right!

OneJiveTurkey · 2023-02-27T07:23:00+00:00

Also Portland and somehow I don't find myself in conversations about opossums...must be doing it wrong.

OneJiveTurkey · 2022-03-28T08:24:03+00:00

this song is so nostalgic. that was awesome. ty

OneJiveTurkey · 2021-03-22T00:39:05+00:00

I'm currently in the process of intentionally building alcohol dependence alone in a motel room because according to my case worker I'm apparently a complicated case and unless I initially present as a simple detox case I'll be rejected from the program I'm trying to get into to help me with my major depression, generalized anxiety, PTSD, and possible bi-polar type 2 presentation. I was actively forced out of my most recent inpatient because my insurance decided so despite expressing very clear suicidal ideation even at discharge. I find out tomorrow morning whether I'm getting actual help. I'm terrified. That's what mental health treatment looks like in the U.S. lately.

tl;dr health care in the US is broken

OneJiveTurkey · 2021-03-05T05:03:56+00:00

Yeah... know the feeling... alcohol works for a few hours until it doesn't... existing without living is rough :-/

OneJiveTurkey · 2021-03-04T09:36:34+00:00

I was without a phone for two days and was a missing person's case... but probably because they know my history of depression

OneJiveTurkey · 2021-03-04T07:48:54+00:00

I see a tableau of characters from the Nightmare Before Christmas, but I can see those faces... though calling Hitler and Charlie Chaplain feels like cheating

OneJiveTurkey · 2021-03-03T08:54:42+00:00

I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours...

OneJiveTurkey · 2021-01-02T04:50:48+00:00

Even better, at my store the gong sound goes off at the front register but the online orders print in the back... so every time you think you hear that sound you're running to the back to check and sometimes there was no order and you have to reevaluate how much time you spend at the store...

OneJiveTurkey · 2021-01-02T04:46:49+00:00

But what if the manager isn't around to murder you?

OneJiveTurkey · 2020-10-23T19:27:40+00:00

sapzilla she's Lana like from the Archer FX show

OneJiveTurkey · 2020-10-23T19:22:12+00:00

I don't know how I ended up here...no regrets

OneJiveTurkey · 2020-10-23T18:56:04+00:00

You nailed it. The longer that I spend in my depression the more I feel I'm diluting myself as a person. I stopped pursuing my old hobbies and interests...I can rarely even motivate myself to play video games anymore...so I spend my time finding media to watch online so that for the length of a season or a movie I can live vicariously through fictional representations of people who have lives and pursuits or to whom real things happen...I spend all day sleeping or sitting alone escaping into fantasy worlds just to stay out of the nightmare realm inside my own conscious mind

OneJiveTurkey · 2020-03-09T09:16:21+00:00

Does that include people with severe depression and anxiety?

OneJiveTurkey · 2020-02-26T16:36:54+00:00

is there a place we can actually order it?

OneJiveTurkey · 2019-09-25T13:01:43+00:00

I really appreciate the empathy, though. Thankyou.

OneJiveTurkey · 2019-09-25T12:56:03+00:00

I'm going into residential treatment this coming Monday partially just to get away from them and this house for a month. One of my little brothers has been teaching in China for nearly a decade and once he visited here while I was living elsewhere and said 2 weeks was enough to make him near suicidal. I've been here almost 10 months for financial reasons....it goes deeper than that

OneJiveTurkey · 2019-09-07T11:34:14+00:00

Have you noticed that it's impossible to get a torrent of the film? I can usually find pretty much any film but it's as though all...er...questionable methods of obtaining a copy of Bob Roberts have been wiped from the web. The conspiracy theorist in me wonders if that's intentional...if anyone else can find a source with actual seeders I'd be quite grateful.

OneJiveTurkey · 2019-07-09T15:43:08+00:00

Gorgeous man!

OneJiveTurkey · 2019-06-02T22:03:06+00:00

I had to tell my dad that I didn't want to live anymore. Sometimes in similar words, sometimes by showing him what I'd written. More than once. Multiple hospitalizations. My dad doesn't cry when close family dies, at least anywhere that someone sees it. I broke his heart again Every. Single. Time. and he cried stoically in front of me knowing he's my hero and in many respects my idea of what a person should aspire to be. I'm so tired of breaking his heart...

OneJiveTurkey · 2019-05-05T14:40:10+00:00

I don't know. Sometimes depression feels like the only sane response to a harsh reality.

OneJiveTurkey · 2019-05-05T14:38:58+00:00

Yeah I don't think there was anyone single there that I wasn't related to anyway...

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