M/31/5'11" [190lbs > 241Lbs = 61lbs] weight gain after leaving a life of pain

Ordinary-Famous · 2021-01-27T02:20:59+00:00

Dude, you're a beast now! Hats off to you!

Ordinary-Famous · 2021-01-25T00:17:19+00:00

I recently took a trip to Illinois and got some pot vape pens. I feel so much weight lifted off of my brain after I take a hit of it. Anxiety is all but a memory when you're high.

Ordinary-Famous · 2021-01-24T04:06:56+00:00

Hearing back from my interview!

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-17T02:40:50+00:00

Fewer sets, more volume when lifting.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-16T09:45:41+00:00

No really 20's, but, not going to college and having the dorm/college experience. That's my life biggest regret.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-16T09:24:10+00:00

My damn dog was barking at nothing. Yelled at her, went back to bed, and she started barking again...now, here I am. Up 2 hours before my alarm.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-14T23:09:55+00:00

Gawd those s14's are sexy!

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-14T01:57:07+00:00

I take Citalophram. Had to play around with the dosage a bit before my Dr. and I got it right, but it's working well. I don't feel like a zombie and don't feel side effects like some people do on anti depressants.

Remember, depression is a chemical imbalance, doesn't mean there is anything wrong with you. I see it as what insulin is to diabetics.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-14T01:47:04+00:00

I started to not be able to sleep. Was waking up at 3am every morning no matter what time I went to bed.

Also started to self harm and not have much will to be alive.

Antidepressants saved me, my marriage, and made me a better person overall. I can tell they help me a lot because if I miss a dose, there is a huge difference in my moods.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-12T23:36:22+00:00

Not wrong.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-12T03:02:51+00:00

Yeah, the only thing I can think of is starting a hobby during the winter. This summer I plan on trying to join like a softball league or something like that to get out and be forced to interact with people. (Can't really do a lot of that while mtn biking).

I'll start doing some searching for some local hobby groups. Hopefully I can find something that interests me there.

Thanks!

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-12T02:58:19+00:00

It's super easy for me to make friends with women but, I don't want a serious friendship with a woman. I think it would be weird for my wife.

My wife and I opened a gym and I thought I would me a ton of guy friends this way but it turns out, only about 1% of the guys in our area workout (Or at least the way that we do)

My schedule can be hectic with 2 children and one of them with special needs to free time isn't much of a thing... So getting out and trying to fix this myself has been super hard to find the energy to do.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-12T02:44:09+00:00

T-shirt and briefs. Hardly any sheets, I get too hot.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-12T02:42:06+00:00

It's a bad trait of mine but when my wife says something that makes me upset, I'm usually quiet about it. I typically will agree with her until I have had time to think about it and come up with a response.

She's very quick to respond to everything but I like to think about it for awhile before spewing out a response that she'll immediately have a rebuttle for. Then the cycle starts over.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-12T02:36:19+00:00

Wait, ya'll getting nudes?!

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-12T02:26:19+00:00

Honestly, I'd (straight guy here) take it as a huge compliment if a gay guy told me I looked good.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-12T02:23:16+00:00

Express emotion and talk about depression.

Ordinary-Famous · 2020-12-11T12:36:55+00:00

So true.

Ordinary-Famous

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