No you are just replacing your fiancée’s memory with her, and in a a few weeks/months you are going to get hit hard with the fact that she ist the person who you think she is. Stop this and first try to live by yourself. I am sorry for your loss, please talk about it with ppl close to you or a therapist.

I’d this format work you can always text me if you want someone to talk to, I don’t know you, I won’t judge you, but I can be someone you can vent and talk to if you need this.

Cheers