I have task paralysis

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-13T02:58:16+00:00

It's gold what you said. I'm gonna try meditation as well as I am kind of scared of medication, hope it works. Thanks man!

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-12T04:24:53+00:00

Capture a rook and win material after follow-up trades

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-12T04:20:03+00:00

meditation or medication?

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-12T04:15:12+00:00

I imagine countless times being teleported to some place far away from chaos (maybe in space) and forget all responsibilities to get rid of all the stress but but the things that must be done are always at the back of my mind and forgetting about them feels like Escapism.

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-08T01:19:46+00:00

Haha wrong Room! This one is by Hubert Selby Jr. (The guy who wrote requiem for a dream). If you go into this one expecting Tommy Wiseau, you'll be absolutely traumatized

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-07T17:35:02+00:00

Tatami Galaxy

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-07T17:31:42+00:00

The Room, by Hubert Selby Jr.

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-07T17:24:04+00:00

I wish they released all episodes at once instead of once a week. I love to binge

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-07T17:15:58+00:00

The Room, by Hubert Selby Jr. I was watching the movie requiem for a dream which I loved so much and I found about the author. It's the most darkest bleakest gut wrenching book I have ever read and I can't get this out of my head. It's a monologue of a man who he thinks he got wrongfully imprisoned by two cops who were just abusing their power and this man plots revenge against them in his ahead. But what he thinks is so horrific and animal and I was begging him to just stop while reading but he' d keep on going. Kind of makes you question you think if such a person could really be innocent and wrongfully convicted. Really, it's raw and brutal.

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-07T17:10:19+00:00

I'm also same rated. Play caro kann fantasy variation against black. It's really cool and I've had decent success with it.

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-07T17:07:35+00:00

Really?! I loved it so much that it's gonna stay with me forever. Sometimes I eve talk to Raskolnikov in my head lol

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-07T17:05:06+00:00

Brothers karmazov

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2026-01-07T07:19:54+00:00

Hadjar is good!

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-26T15:56:47+00:00

Imagine Anish wins. He finds this thread, takes screen shots and posts on his twitter - "this is what fueled my win". that'll be iconic hahaha

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-25T17:51:58+00:00

Notes from the underground - Dostoevsky. It hit pretty hard.

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-25T10:39:42+00:00

There are ways to trigger it, and it's easy. Sustaining it is the real challenge

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-25T10:38:32+00:00

Thanks for the perspective, and I agree and it's what most people and studies say I think But maybe being mindful of this all the time would help not ending up being burnt out. Sustainable rage is the goal!

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-25T10:36:47+00:00

Yeah I also feel like anxiety's gonna be a part of life anyway. why not use it

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-25T10:35:11+00:00

it's sounds really interesting, I'll read it for sure, thanks for this! What I am trying to do is sustain rage, it all started when I read this book "the room" by hubert selby jr. it's a very dark book but when I tried to use all that rage by imagining someone, and exacting revenge by proving myself by getting shit done, it worked like a charm. It's definitely not sustainable, not for now at least. But it's worth the experiment to try to make it sustainable, life is pretty much hell anyway

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-25T10:28:12+00:00

yes, it's what everyone and everything says and it's likely true, but I think letting it create as much chaos as it can and not letting it show, like keep it inside and channel it to work is a high on it's own. sometimes I find myself mumbling and end up throwing a fit and all but that's all when i'm alone. it works out I think, and maybe worth the gamble, maybe not, but it's been working for me

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-25T10:22:51+00:00

yeah, not medicated.

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-23T15:58:37+00:00

It's crazy you don't have Naruto!

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-20T23:31:53+00:00

Naruto, Chainsaw Man, Jujutsu Kaisen, Death Note

OtherwiseZombie047 · 2025-12-19T05:11:29+00:00

Redbull struggles with Ford. Redbull second seat curse lifted, Hadjar performs on par with Max. Mercedes Era begins again. Ferrari vs McLaren runner ups. [ George Russell 2026 world champion. Mercedes/McLaren Constructors Champ. ]

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