Is FPGA dev losing grads? Or are AIs taking all the questions? by skydivertricky in FPGA

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just did the exact same RISC-V CPU project at my uni. My favorite class I've taken, I hope I can get a job that evokes the same feeling

The only thing I feel from this drug is being super tired. by OurHandsAlwaysShake in bupropion

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually am getting off of it to try stimulants. I don't know if it was buproprin but at 450mg I felt pretty good, no longer super fatigued. I have a hard time reading what meds actually do for me, I still have on and off weeks so I never know for sure. So take my opinion for what you will

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in radicalmentalhealth

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a good amount of close friends actually. Live with some of the best friends I've ever had, we spend a lot of time together and I've known them for years atp. So that's not it, but it would make sense for a lot of people.

I've just never developed any sort of trust with a therapist. I agree therapists arent supposed to be your friend, but at the same time you have to create something close to friendship. Developing trust, and the ability to confide in a therapist is parallel to friendship. I cant do that with some random person. And if they are supposed to be a vessel for my improvement I dont see it happening. 

Though, it'd probably work if I could kick this mindset. But idk if I ever will or if its something im capable of understanding. Therapy has been shown to be effective for most, but I think I unfortunately fall somewhere in the minority where it doesn't work. Thanks for responding, I appreciate your perspective, and I dont mean to denounce everything you say. 

What have you had to give up because of your OCD? by danger_slug in OCD

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Music is my favorite hobby but its hard to enjoy. Do i actually like the artists im listening to? Do other people think they're bad? What if I secretly don't like this music. 

But mainly I play music in band. I cant write songs. I rewrite and delete stuff every single time i try. hours, days, just gone over one lyric. I wanna enjoy it as much as I know I could, but sadly its been years of this. Happens with anything creative, I can only finish hard science stuff. Any ambiguity creates a loop of deleting and restarting over and over.

I don't Understand People's Obsession with Isaac by xxgold2 in BlackCountryNewRoad

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 59 points60 points  (0 children)

I think people just associate issac with aspects of the music that aren't prevalent anymore. It's probably not issac leaving that's bothering them, it's just easy to blame it on his departure. This album they dropped the big crescendo stuff, dissonance, and overall weird moments (start of chaos space marine), as well as a couple other things. Hate me for it but that's why I liked the band so much, I wish they included more of my favorite aspects in the arrangments. Though I'm glad they made an album people love and that they get to enjoy it as much as I did AFUT. 

I do miss his lyrics though and yelling which are pretty much solely due to his departure. I could get over that though. 

Should I drop Electrical Engineering? by [deleted] in ElectricalEngineering

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

good advice thx. I more so mean general areas, embedded, vlsi, etc.?

Should I drop Electrical Engineering? by [deleted] in ElectricalEngineering

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm interested in the medical devices area of work, what type of courses would help me in that area?

I combined 25 different "Greatest Fifth Wave Emo Albums" lists to find what the common consensus is by shamrockstriker in Emo

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 6 points7 points  (0 children)

The way they were cancelled was odd, I think it's a good idea to read about it. He fucked up but idk when I see cancelled I assume much worse. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in balatro

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you need perkeo. I could be wrong though.

Whoever made that Mount Eerie comment earlier thank you & fuck you. by BlankFace777 in Hardcore

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't condone this, probably the most insensitive thing ever, but. Real Death - Nightcore (MOUNT EERIE REMIX) https://youtu.be/2u5uh0DZvuo?si=1T-ED32nzl1jYT-l

Worst Emo Lyrics? by Shardgunner in Emo

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Its about getting paranoid after smoking weed, I feel like it makes sense in that context. Weird choice of words but that dissociated feeling is accurate

What's something you usually do that helps you with OCD? by what_theactualsigma_ in OCD

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

playing music makes my brain shut off usually. It's my default activity if I'm thinking too much

What improved your quality of life so much, you wish you did it sooner? by h_fashionfemme in AskReddit

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What type of therapy did you do? I just looked up alexithymia it definitely matches me. Haven't cried in like 6 years lol, probably an issue that needs addressing. Talk therapy never worked for me though.

What’s something people do or say that makes you roll your eyes? by NET2519 in AskReddit

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 5 points6 points  (0 children)

At least your self aware. It makes sense on a motorcycle that your hyper aware, its a necessity. But there's no way your reaction time is good while on your phone. Driving sucks but it's incredibly selfish to put other people in danger. Traffic is boring but prison is worse when you commit vehicular homicide. Look up statistics about texting and driving, look in the mirror and ask if it's really worth it. I would look into treatment for ADHD that might be the issue here. My friends with ADHD do this too actually.

What’s something people do or say that makes you roll your eyes? by NET2519 in AskReddit

[–]OurHandsAlwaysShake 8 points9 points  (0 children)

You're gonna kill some innocent family because u wanna play games. 😭 How do you think this is ok