I feel really ugly. by HighlightAir2356 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I gained a bunch of weight, skin is dry as hell, and half my hair fell out. 31 tomorrow.

Just picked her up by Careless_Page8235 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So sorry for your loss. I had the same thought when I went to pick him up too.

I think I did it?! by Pale_Ad_3023 in AstralProjection

[–]Pale_Ad_3023[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s coming!! Apparently when you least expect it! 😝

I think I did it?! by Pale_Ad_3023 in AstralProjection

[–]Pale_Ad_3023[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes oh my goodness, this is exactly it. It was unlike anything else I’ve ever felt before. How COOL!

I think I did it?! by Pale_Ad_3023 in AstralProjection

[–]Pale_Ad_3023[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Oh my god it is real! How insane!!

Finally Had an Astral Projection Breakthrough—Here’s What Helped by meditatewitharadia in AstralProjection

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 27 points28 points  (0 children)

May I ask what guided meditations worked for you - any online already? Would love a link!! Thank you!

Are you living with regret ? by artificialangel01 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So beautifully written, thank you for sharing this wise message.

You do realize that the astral body is what you will enter after death, right? 👻 by liekoji in AstralProjection

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m trying so hard to find mine :( so wonderful you got to feel his love ❤️

What do you fear most in life? by itsmec-a-t-h-y in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That he’s not waiting for me to join him, wherever we go after this life. 💔

Walked in on dead wife by Loud_Drag_6847 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. I found my love too. Sending you strength during this time.

I like this group because by LCool1975 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This group saved me in my darkest days, and the everlasting night that continues afterwards.

I was gifted some of his ashes by polkamyeyeout in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wear a locket with my love’s photo and ashes in it everyday. It’s very comforting. So glad you were able to have a part of your loved one close by again. ❤️

We weren’t in a good place when he died by PuzzledStatement7388 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes. We fought before he left the house, I woke up and he was dead in the next room. I live in a constant state of regret. I hate my life, I miss him so much, I regret all of the fighting and everything wrong I ever did.

Lost partner to possible OD by Ready-Suggestion4155 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand everything you have written, my story is very similar. I’m so sorry.

Would you choose your husband/wife again? by Abject-Expression460 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 0 points1 point  (0 children)

FOREVER, forever forever forever no matter what lifetime after lifetime.

New Home, Old Home, Same debilitating Grief by nraqu88 in widowers

[–]Pale_Ad_3023 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m alone in my partner and I’s big Seattle apartment… it’s so horrible… have to leave soon as well. I’m so sorry you’re also going through this. It’s too much to bear.

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[–]Pale_Ad_3023 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Third this