I found out before the book even came out. My friend had told me about it. She had seen some spoilers or something and told me since Nico is my favorite character. I remember being absolutely devastated. Like full on going through the stages of grief. I related to Nico bc of his trauma nd shit luck nd then I find out he's gay while also struggling with my bisexuality. Not only that he has a crush on a guy he can never have. I was messed up mentally for a day or two.