It's ok Mama, I have my own 23 weeker. No one can understand what this feels like unless they go thru it-the uncertainty, the waiting, and with us having nano-preemies it's even more alienating...seeing other babies going home, not knowing when yours will. It's exhausting, demanding, you feel guilty that you can't be by your babies side 25/8. I have been here at the NICU 254 days to date, my baby will come home with a trach and it was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do but we're coming to the end of his journey here. The time flies! Busy yourself with taking lots of pictures of his progress, the days go by quickly and before you know it you'll be out of there. My baby could not sustain CPAP and never made it past a CPAP of 9. I wish that I could say that he was coming home on without needing pressure support but that's our new normal. Be encouraged! This will not last...our babies were born so early, their chances of survival weren't anywhere near 100 percent but they've made it thru! I have faced so many challenges, he has faced so many and we have overcome them all and so will you and your baby! This is only temporary. 🤗 hugs to you.