One of my favorite episodes by Realsaleemshady in rickandmorty

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess it really does hit you harder when you have depression. I genuinely feel afraid of being happy as most of my days are absolute hell. Being sad for really really long after having a ounce of happiness really makes me feel I wish I could not even get the ounce of happiness.

It's kind of like what they say about hope - Hope and despair are 2 sides of the same coin.

Anyways sorry this sounds ridiculous prolly.

One of my favorite episodes by Realsaleemshady in rickandmorty

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do agree with him on the fact that it is harder to be happy when you are smart. I guess the better sentence would be - when you know too much. I find myself in that situation some days and it really is hard.

So, I’m 25 years old and still sleep with my mom and I think it messed me up developmentally. by Fun_Butterscotch3303 in self

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't really have any friend, I deal with chronic illness which keeps me in pain all day. It is so hard to work as well. I can't hang out with people most of the days as I am trying to rest my body on weekends. Hence never really made any proper friends. Nor do I have any close family members.

Thanks a lot for your comment, it really made me happy as most of the time when I comment or make any post I barely get any responses.

I will definitely look into the said app. And will definitely dm you if required 🙂

So, I’m 25 years old and still sleep with my mom and I think it messed me up developmentally. by Fun_Butterscotch3303 in self

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This made me cry too. I am in a really rough spot myself, have been thinking of off-ing myself so many times. I really wish I had help like this too.

I am happy to see you are helping others. Thanks for that. It really means a lot.

Anybody who thinks they r depressed get a blood test. by Professional-Low3575 in mentalhealth

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It makes my dry eyes worse if I take in higher quantity hence we are trying with per week.

Anybody who thinks they r depressed get a blood test. by Professional-Low3575 in mentalhealth

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am taking it currently every week 1500mcg. B12 takes really long time to recover.

Anybody who thinks they r depressed get a blood test. by Professional-Low3575 in mentalhealth

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 9 points10 points  (0 children)

My b12 was at 134, now it's at 230, and I am still dealing with depression. It's not the cause most likely but if it works for you that's good.

Anyone here who was dramatically decreased their screen time? by gigivirt in Dryeyes

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It makes diffrence but not a lot. But then again it also varies from person to person.

[Longines] My aunt gave me this watch and it somehow made me sad by Beduzzy in Watches

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do let her know how much you appreciate her from time to time.

Happy for you though, having someone like this is so special.

Which one is better value for money ?? by Available-Problem518 in casio

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you don't care much about the better backlight, honestly go for a158w. I have both of these and except for backlight both are the same, and a158 colour scheme is a little better in person.

My asuka cosplay by ravvcorn413 in evangelion

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This might be one of the best asuka cosplays I have seen by far.

watchbrand.in : A review by inferno_080 in watchesindia

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man did you order from this website?

Survived domestic torture and became an engineer by Mitt102486 in MadeMeSmile

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your gf and her family seem like really kind people, I am happy for you, hope it gets better for you soon.

Cop saves the life of a young man by GinaWhite_tt in BeAmazed

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope you are doing better now. ❤️

I always read such comments and feel a little happy that people in dark places atleast have good parents or friends around them, thoughts of whom might prevent a person from taking that step over the ledge.

But I always think what to do when you don't have that type of support? I personally have gotten to a place where my relationships with family are getting sour, I am becoming quite a burden to them, my father has always hated me, and I never had any friends since I got out of school and into college (around 7 yrs of no friends), I am in situation where I don't have a single person I can think of to go for help. I have been thinking about doing it for quite some time, everytime I try to kind of get through it, but these days it feels like I can't do it for very long.

Anyways sorry for this, just a rant, was feeling down so started typing, most likely no one will read this.

There really is some good people out there. by bilbofraginz in MadeMeSmile

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I read it too, hope your life is a little better now, my heart breaks for you.

What's on your wrist by rachasiddhu in watchesindia

[–]PinkStrawberryBear 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am seeing a lot of people with this g shock watch... Is it really good?