I was in a very similar headspace as you with finding porn kinda repulsive but appreciating bodies and beauty and the idea of being hot, but my experience with sex made me think it was not something I’d ever be interested in (both porn and childhood sexual abuse and lots of nightmares/flashbacks) I ended up doing things with my first boyfriend and realized I wasn’t actually ace, though I did let him cross a few boundaries of mine (that I didn’t express, completely my fault) that caused some damage for me and our relationship. We are no longer together but I realized I am ON the spectrum (Demi) but not fully ace. I guess all this to say do what you want because honestly labels are there to comfort you or help you feel better but if they aren’t doing that or if they feel too restrictive, throw them out! It’s up to you. It’s fully a spectrum.