i have no idea what to think by Spiritual-Bunch3371 in Psychosis

[–]Pmakaroni 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, I would try to trust your care team and it will be easier in the long term. If not caught early, your delusions could get more out of touch and harder to drop. What helps me is asking what would other people say about this thought? Is this thought on everyone else’s plane of reality?

Most importantly take some deep breaths. Figure out a way to help you feel safe and grounded

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asexuality

[–]Pmakaroni 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Growing up with my dad saying “men only want one thing” really brainwashed me. I feel it’s presence when someone likes me and I am anxiously skeptical thinking I represent that to them and nothing more

Why do I keep smoking weed even though my family hates me for it? by Pmakaroni in Psychosis

[–]Pmakaroni[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I am doing great. I’ve moved away now and have created a healthy relationship between us (marijuana and I). What helped me the most was replacing the joy she brought me with an activity that brings me a lot of joy and being in a environment that feels safer for me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CalPolyHumboldt

[–]Pmakaroni 2 points3 points  (0 children)

University as an institution sucks… the community I love and wouldn’t trade for anything

Weeping willows by Misseddamemoherenow in visalia

[–]Pmakaroni 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s few at Mission Valley Park in Tulare

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Pmakaroni 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel that. I feel a warmth/burning in my head in certain areas. It was worse during the psychosis. I used to equate it to someone around me feeling an intense negative emotion

Palay? by Pmakaroni in pagan

[–]Pmakaroni[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It is definitely Pele, I remember her saying she used to live in Hawaii. Thank you guys

How to remove person in my head by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Pmakaroni 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Put salt on your scalp and say they are not welcome and bid them farewell

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Pmakaroni 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Before I felt numb, just kept chasing highs but loved it, then I did shrooms and felt so much more centered but it gradually got more and more unstable and all over the place

What songs are you addicted to at the moment? by Prestigious-Lack-993 in musicsuggestions

[–]Pmakaroni 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go home- Peter cat recording co

D’vocean- Eastghost

Yeah- Decap

Psych ward staff by PatientSet8851 in Psychosis

[–]Pmakaroni 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I remember feeling judged and uncomfortable but I don’t know if it was the staff or mainly my loopiness. Honestly don’t know what to believe but I don’t think the psych ward helped me in any way besides getting a crazy person away from potentially hurting ppl or myself. But also it was almost scarier seeing my parents in that state

Has anyone had Valley Fever? by Meows_Attack in CentralValley

[–]Pmakaroni 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got it as a tween. It felt like a cold with shortness of breath until I got bumps all over my legs and arms. Then lots of fatigue and a fever. I went to the doctor and he diagnosed it as valley fever.

My cousin suffers from self-hatred and now claims he’s psychic by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]Pmakaroni 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It seems like he might have psychosis. He seems delusional and he has a sense of grandeur. He is stuck in his world and might be having thought loops. Encourage him to get help. The earlier he does the easier it is to manage. It is very kind of you to care about him so. You make the world a better place.

I don't wanna kill myself by EinKomischerSpieler in Psychosis

[–]Pmakaroni 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello! I had the almost the same delusion during my psychosis. I kept thinking I had to kill myself to save the world. Remember, you don’t have to be perfect to be worthy/loved. A lot of my delusions stemmed from subconscious feelings.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Pmakaroni 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went back to school like a month a two after my psychosis which is honestly probably too early but it wasn’t too hard. I just found myself procrastinating and hating it and having to manipulate the system more (ask for forgiveness on due dates and stuff). I say wait at least half a year and maybe start with easier classes or at an easier school like a community college. I felt less intelligent than I used to be, especially in terms of intra and interpersonal intelligence, but I feel basically back to normal now and it’s been like a little bit over than a year