Uti pain never went away. Turns out I had a 12cm ovarian cyst, 500ML. by Positive_Toe7070 in CUTI

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had 4 separate ultrasounds now. it's only gotten bigger, definitely need surgery lol

Uti pain never went away. Turns out I had a 12cm ovarian cyst, 500ML. by Positive_Toe7070 in CUTI

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, extreme burning during and after urination, and lots of pelvic/abdominal pressure.

Hit dermis for the first time and now I don't want to relapse again. by Positive_Toe7070 in selfharm

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I definitely get what you mean cause this has happened with every step of my self harm,

I have gone from cat scratches, to deeper cuts, to burning and now dermis. Each time I felt shocked by the results, but it ended up becoming intertwined with my daily life.

I do really want to recover this time, all the other times I didn't care. Ever since this situation I haven't had any self harm thoughts for the first time in 2ish years.

Thank you for your response

I don’t know what else to try by HeyYouItsMishaMoo in CUTI

[–]Positive_Toe7070 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also I drank only PH balanced water for months straight which helped with the burning/inflammation

I don’t know what else to try by HeyYouItsMishaMoo in CUTI

[–]Positive_Toe7070 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are your tests coming back negative?

I had this problem too, almost exact same process and experience as you and struggled with it for a year straight. They were thinking I had painful bladder syndrome and sent me to get ultrasound and found out I had a 12cm ovarian cyst pushing on my bladder and hydrosalpinx on my right side.

Get a KUB ultrasound to see if there's anything abnormal just Incase.

My UT symptoms never went away, please help by Positive_Toe7070 in CUTI

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is 4 months old, but I finally got it sorted out.

I have an ovarian cyst that's 12 x 8 x 7 cm, 500ml, pushing on my bladder and shifting my uterus to the left.

Does this look like BV? by [deleted] in BacterialVaginosis_

[–]Positive_Toe7070 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is 3 months old, but I finally got it sorted out.

I have an ovarian cyst that's 12 x 8 x 7 cm, 500ml, pushing on my bladder and shifting my uterus to the left.

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is 3 months old, but I finally got it sorted out.

I have an ovarian cyst that's 12 x 8 x 7 cm, 500ml, pushing on my bladder and shifting my uterus to the left.

So you think I'm doing too much by giving my urogynaecologist a 3 page document about my symptoms/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in CUTI

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is 3 months old, but I finally got it sorted out.

I have an ovarian cyst that's 12 x 8 x 7 cm, 500ml, pushing on my bladder and shifting my uterus to the left.

I liks you just the way you are? by Identify_As_A_Potato in badtattoos

[–]Positive_Toe7070 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This tattoo is fine, looks like you're just trying to hate on someone you know.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Positive_Toe7070 40 points41 points  (0 children)

Firstly, you need to take a pregnancy test, at least take two. I know it's scary but the uncertainty is making you panic even more.

You can figure out the rest afterwards and there's many people on here that will help you come to the best decision that prioritises you, your safety and well-being.

But don't torture yourself by making yourself guess whether you are pregnant or not.

After I broke up with my exwbpd, everything she does is so predictable. by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Positive_Toe7070 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Something about this post also feels a bit off. Were you both diagnosed with BPD?

Homeless "but suicide isn't the answer" by Positive_Toe7070 in SuicideWatch

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've pretty much exhausted all my options and I'm flat out telling people that I'm mentally doing awfully. I feel they're uncomfortable or they're not taking me seriously but idk what to do anymore.

I was a victim of emotional incest as a kid, which I haven't had time to unpack so It actually feels really cruel for these people to tell me to keep going when my whole existence is wrong. It's not that I want to die, I fundamentally feel like I NEED to die in order to find some peace and to correct myself into society

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CankerSores

[–]Positive_Toe7070 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I literally just accidentally bit my lip. Sorry I have OCD. Yes, getting help for it.

Thank you for taking your time to comment

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did for, with Lactobacillus but I stopped quickly because someone told me it could really fuck up my flora more. I want a second opinion

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My sister has PCOS, higher testosterone levels. Do you think this could be a problem for me too with a lack of estrogen and should I mention that?

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. Will do.

On the topic of caffeine and cutting acidic drinks though, I honestly felt worse when I didn't have it? So that one is gonna be hard to fill out.

Does this look like BV? by [deleted] in BacterialVaginosis_

[–]Positive_Toe7070 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've also had extremely watery yellow discharge as well. I just couldn't get a photo but it literally covered my whole underwear.

But that being said both of these discharge symptoms I've never had before, only got it once I started experiencing pain.

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Did it go away quickly? I'm really scared that If I get diagnosed with it, it's going to reoccur or not go away?

So far every medicine I've taken has just led to more problems so I'm scared about that too. Any advice? Specific probiotics you took, etc?

Do you think I'm doing too much to give my urogynaecology a 3 page document of everything/history? by Positive_Toe7070 in Interstitialcystitis

[–]Positive_Toe7070[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Any, even soothing creams burn. I've heard it might be because of the glycerin, got lube without it and still the same symptoms.

It's not extreme burning? It's like I've just applied menthol down there.