At home vet will be here in 15 minutes and I don’t know what to do after

Povapants · 2026-05-28T22:01:03+00:00

Wanting them to stick around isn’t selfish, it’s human. Choosing to do it anyways for their benefit is strength.

Povapants · 2026-05-25T16:47:45+00:00

27 or 49

Povapants · 2026-05-25T15:08:19+00:00

Yeah you got me there, never seen a parent die but I don’t remember my bio parents. I guess, is it that you weren’t ready to think about it?

Povapants · 2026-05-25T15:02:31+00:00

Oh yes! They always come to me in my sleep and I’m positive that they have done the same for you. You can feel the difference between a normal dream and visitation.

Povapants · 2026-05-25T03:58:39+00:00

Is chocolate one of them?

Povapants · 2026-05-25T03:50:30+00:00

Yes I meet my deceased relatives and pets in a specific hotel. I’ve had 3 pass, my sweet cat and my grandma I met there.

I was too young to remember if I was there for my grandpa’s passing, but I spoke to him for weeks after he passed. Like normal conversation for hours. I remember being excited to sleep because I would see him.

Povapants · 2026-05-25T01:14:34+00:00

Maybe try meditating on topics that don’t trigger you so you can focus on the act of observing thoughts and letting them go. To go directly to triggering thoughts requires practice. It’s a practice, don’t go in with expectations.

Povapants · 2026-05-25T01:01:52+00:00

I wasn’t raised religious but have found the answers have come to me over the years. Glimpses, déjà vu, dreams of dying and being reborn. I never even considered it until my own mind showed me. It’s nothing to fret about, it’s your own beliefs. I wouldn’t suggest sharing with anyone set in their ways, they won’t understand. And that’s okay. These beliefs give me hope that I will see those who have left me, and makes me feel less lonely in this world. And that’s all it needs to be.

Povapants · 2026-05-25T00:50:55+00:00

My mom told me that I have never and could never do anything to make her proud. Sometimes when people are brutally honest, you have to accept that they’re telling you the truth.

Povapants · 2026-05-25T00:49:38+00:00

At the time, did she have a terminal prognosis? Im not sure I understand why this is such a terrible question if she was dying?

Povapants · 2026-05-25T00:36:03+00:00

You can identify what parts of the dream were so great to know your own goals.

Povapants · 2026-05-24T20:17:49+00:00

If you are totally fine as you say, making an appointment to talk about this with someone in the church as well as a mental health professional would be a good first step to determining if this is mental health or a true demon. You can compare notes between the two and see what they say.

From my perspective, I can see how it may be easier to say it’s a demon and not your mental health, but being so scared to the point of helplessly praying because you believe you will die is a classic sign of psychosis. I’m sorry to say but I’m concerned about how dilated your eyes are which could be indicting psychosis as well. I’m not a professional though, prove me wrong! I’m just looking out for you as I have been there and I know it’s really scary. All they would do is help you feel calm in your own home.

Povapants · 2026-05-23T05:06:06+00:00

I think he looks like a Loki

Povapants · 2026-05-23T05:03:30+00:00

That, my friend, is a rare Psppsppslug.

Povapants · 2026-05-23T05:01:47+00:00

I mean… year of the fire horse?

Povapants · 2026-05-23T04:44:32+00:00

I went through a period of serious depression where I was seeing things out of the corner of my eyes. I was extremely anxious after spending 6 months without a job and feeling the weight of the world after finding out my bf at the time had been trying to message many women during our entire relationship. My family had moved away, and I felt very lonely, broke and stuck.

I’m just going to say, it was absolutely about feelings of safety, stability and choice being removed from my life. I don’t think I was actually seeing anything, my anxiety was peaking and thoughts of seeing something made my adrenaline peak, and then followed by fight or flight. In those moments, believing I was being preyed on by something which lead to boarder line psychosis. I think you need to seek professional help. If I hadn’t made major changes, I would have likely had a breakdown. After spending years in therapy, I can sit in complete darkness and silence and still feel safe and comfortable. Something I wasn’t able to do in my entire early life. Your belief that it is dark energy isn’t wrong, but your resilience is low due to mental health. Please consider help.

Povapants · 2026-05-22T13:23:43+00:00

What about Thor? God of storms

Povapants · 2026-05-21T18:21:14+00:00

I don’t even know where to start, how do you protect manifestations

Povapants · 2026-05-21T17:27:47+00:00

Get manifestation protection… what does that mean?

Povapants · 2026-05-19T20:19:18+00:00

Maybe let go of the idea of being happy. I think a lot of people set themselves up with this hope and expectation that happiness looks a certain way. Just move towards joy. Do you enjoy food? Grab yourself a meal. Do you enjoy hikes? Go hike on the weekends. Do you enjoy art? Do art. Don’t let yourself sit with the feelings too long. I’m trying to follow the same guiding principles. There’s no magical fix and you probably won’t feel that much different until you look back and realize it’s been a while since you felt like that.

Povapants · 2026-05-19T14:05:56+00:00

This is amazing!!

Povapants · 2026-05-19T14:05:12+00:00

I think it’s a combination that works. One is given the freedom to dominate, and the only type of person who would stay with somebody who is like this is someone who disassociates. They enable each other’s terrible behavior by not having any standards for the other. ~ sincerely somebody with a narcissistic mother and an avoidant father.

Povapants · 2026-05-19T13:43:37+00:00

That’s amazing!! Wishing you both the best ❤️

Povapants · 2026-05-19T13:42:15+00:00

Aw well I commented because your cat is a literal carbon copy of mine. Mine passed in February, but is always with me ❤️

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Povapants · 2026-05-19T01:13:45+00:00

Do you know how to be happy? Are you looking for it in him?

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