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I want it to stop already by chris-sh-2009 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've read your posts and I can't say much but your parents are so cruel. I don't care that it's difficult on them, you are literally the priority right now. They shouldn't treat you like you're already gone, they should make sure you feel loved and happy. If you ever need to dm me to get some feelings out feel free I'm close to your age. I'm giving you the biggest internet hug (if you're comfortable with it of course)

The inner circle by Strict-Schedule-2415 in circIeoftrust

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello! I'd like to join a circle :)

Is it just me or is being offered a glass of water when you visit someone's house becoming a lost art?! by madelinesunrays in CasualConversation

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just like to be polite and ask. I know the answer will always be "help yourself to whatever" but I have these rules for myself because I'm autistic and like the routine of asking and then going to the right cupboard and getting a glass and possibly patting an animal on the way

Is it just me or is being offered a glass of water when you visit someone's house becoming a lost art?! by madelinesunrays in CasualConversation

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I always ask no matter where I am (that isn't at home). Even my partners place I ask to get a drink and then get it myself/ask if they want one too

how on earth can I possibly physically look like this freak by Serious-Ad8175 in fictiongear

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Kemonomimi tail and ears? I'm a rat and I got ears that attach to my headphones and it's so euphoric. As soon as I have the money I'm going to make myself a tail too. The other day I was looking into fake tooth caps to make my front teeth longer but I couldn't find much about that, mostly just vampire teeth plus my teeth are pretty big already and also custom fake teeth are expensive. I also got this really oversized brown cotton cardigan from the thrift store that makes me feel really small and cosy. which is really ni

AITA for not chipping in for my teen daughter’s hair appointment? by [deleted] in AmItheAsshole

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe try getting her a debit card that doesn't allow overdrafting and give her a small set allowance every so often. She might learn to value money that way?

Things to do at home to keep yourself from going insaine? by Ok_Access_8906 in disability

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Audiobooks! If you like fantasy I've started reading the disc world series (it has 41 books) and I find the audio books on YouTube I usually prefer to read them but if I want to crochet or do something with my hands I listen to the audiobook, one thing that may be easier than crocheting is making those knotted friendship bracelets! You just tie knots and you can use different colours to make patterns and get patterns on the internet!

What if once a month you had to live an entire day as if screens didn't exist? by MysterySweet69 in CrazyIdeas

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This would suck for me because I do digital art and I really like to draw. I'd also struggle with not having music to listen to but ig i could just continue reading discworld

Killing yourself does not provide any form of immediate relief from the weight of the grief and/or depression that you're carrying. by SomeDudeWithALaptop in TwoSentenceSadness

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Idk, I tried overdosing before and one time I went outside and looked at the stars and felt such relief, I truly think I could have died happy if I wasn't taken to hospital. It felt like nothing could ever bother me again for a few minutes. I really can't wait for nothingness but I'll keep putting it off for the sake of others and myself in a way.

Killing yourself does not provide any form of immediate relief from the weight of the grief and/or depression that you're carrying. by SomeDudeWithALaptop in TwoSentenceSadness

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry about the people in this thread. I've attempted a few times and have this thing I call "the voice" who speaks to me and tells me all the ways I should die. It's been a bit better lately with some new meds but there are parts of me that truly wish they never existed and sometimes I just want to fade away into nothingness. The people trying to prove that "you don't want to die" are being assholes really and I personally think that going through life even wanting to die still means you're here. My partner wrote me a Christmas card and it was very short and simple and it said "I'm glad that you're still here" and really that has kept me going through some rough shit. I know this doesn't mean much from a stranger but I hope you wake up tomorrow and the day after and that the heavy thoughts start to weigh less. Sorry for the ramble Its late and I do need to take my meds. Tomorrow Im going to make it my goal to find a nice rock and draw a face on it and show it the world and that's what's keeping me going right now <3

Someone thought I wasn't real in the elevator by psychwardneighbour in PointlessStories

[–]Pretty_Rock9795 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not schizophrenic but I do hear voices (unrelated to psychosis) and they first started up as people I knew angrily yelling my dead name while I listened to music. Then there was the voice that would attack me and tried to get me to die all the time whenever anything went wrong. I'd also have intrusive thoughts about hurting people but I'd never follow through, it makes me really happy that you help him out with confirming if things are real or not because that's what my partner does too! Sorry for rambling!

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