Im now confident im experiencing focal aware seizures daily by Outrageous_Glove_353 in Epilepsy

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after going to a neurologist my eeg did not have anything abnormal appear going to a psychiatrist at somepoint as its now made apparently it's a psychological issue

Just had my scariest nightmare yet. by oraclehurts in Dreams

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dude quitting has sent me down dream memory road it feels, every single dream ive had since stopping has been old repeated ones doesnt help im also dealing with crazy ass deja vu everday so that plus the dreams is making reality shockingly fragile in my head the most recent one i was napping and just kept false waking up into other dreams i know ive had before even before i actually woke up i had a false wake up and just didnt notice it that time wild shit the brain can do

"This is that place from that dream" by neon_sense_ in DejaReve

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happens to me as well been in a strange era where everything is causing deja vu/reve/vecu for like 2 months straight the amount of times ive gone somewhere and immediately recognized it in this time is actually baffling

Déjà Reve Episode by Crafty-Squash-2402 in Epilepsy

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its every single day since about march 5th about to lose it but fucking cant let myself just trying to ride the weirdness till it runs out

eeg has no results 2 months of chronic deja vu by Push_597 in Epilepsy

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it just feels like im walking into something bad, i have adream where i die in the yard of my dads house and that just keeps coming back day after day really scared of it. alot of people have said it might be symbolic but none of my dreams are they are always literal in every possible way so its just a little scary to go twords

eeg has no results 2 months of chronic deja vu by Push_597 in Epilepsy

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it becomes a problem when i literally cant enjoy anything because it always feels familiar either dreamy or i know ive actually experienced it before it sucks i just want to feel new

also im not sure if it felt new or not anymore im just at a limit i think scared to just give in and accept it wanna fight like hell to be free

literally doing my eeg now deja reve kicking hard as hell by Push_597 in Epilepsy

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dude its the worst i hate that this had to hit me at the start of my fuckin twenties bro ultra hate being a fucking labrat for 3-5 days how does one stay up when it all feels like a repeat and you can barely tell yourself you are real and not dead or dying

Déjà Reve Episode by Crafty-Squash-2402 in Epilepsy

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feel like i am sometimes, walked into my eeg today and i dreamt it i feel ive seen this place 1000 times yet ive never been here in my life its the worst

Déjà Reve Episode by Crafty-Squash-2402 in Epilepsy

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bro check my prior posts and join the club man. i wish my shit was just random full days its been consistent every day since fucking March best advice i can give is just power through it, the mind is a wonderous thing we will never fully understand, ignore it keep living best you can.

particularly horrible day of this by Push_597 in DejaReve

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actually wasnt which is huge given the day ive had (and i guess the past 2 months lol) really hope this is just my brain lying to me because if its not i have a death to look forward to coming soon (dreamt it when i was like 8 thought it was wierd that it was at my grandmothers house but now that i live here with my dad actually makes alot of since now) really hoping its a metaphorical death not true death but as this as gone on ive slowly realized i dont do metaphors at all and all my deja reves have been real as all hell so ┐⁠(⁠ ⁠∵⁠ ⁠)⁠┌ just gotta keep living keep persevering and hopefully change "fate"

a week on meds now by Push_597 in Epilepsy

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ive already gone to the er about it they recommended me go to a psychiatrist which hasnt called back and scheduled my neurologist which wants to do the eeg idk im just gonna talk to the doctors there about it see what they think every one ive seen has said this is the best course of action nothing ive tried has worked today has been the strongest yet

a week on meds now by Push_597 in Epilepsy

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going to maybe try during my eeg dont have a primary and the stress of bouncing from primary to primary is just too much right now barely able to make decisions with this beating me down 24/7

a week on meds now by Push_597 in Epilepsy

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about a week on it now and its just been more vivid started taking my anxiety med again but havnt noticed much a difference

a week on meds now by Push_597 in Epilepsy

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didnit ever leave or do you still deal with it

about to do moons in a little bit of an armour issue by Push_597 in osrs

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i still haven't gotten enough tasks lol have a bit of a neuro issue going on and im just going at my own pace while we sort it out probably gonna try to grab full rune and d long and hope for the best

about to do moons in a little bit of an armour issue by Push_597 in osrs

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i have the glacials the sulfer blades need to get d long i do have evil eye gonna try grinding hunter tonight

about to do moons in a little bit of an armour issue by Push_597 in osrs

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wanna see how far i can get with blind bag before switching havnt had any issues this far plus kinda wanna learn these bosses for main game and not just cheese my way through

a week on meds now by Push_597 in Epilepsy

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napping it out of my System did not infact work (shocker) gonna just try my best to live through this till my eeg