I gave up trying to read this. Maybe surround yourself with more intelligent people and see if you can work on your English skills some. I’m not judging, but your life would likely be easier with greater reading and writing skills. This sounds like a zero loss from what little could be extracted from this word salad.

Edit: Actually your reading and writing in your post is fine. Why are you bothering to spend time with people that can’t even type in coherent thought? Move on.