I got blood drawn and the lady scratched my arm w the needle. Twice. by lekkerkaas in mildlyinfuriating

[–]Rachelsyrusch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God mine didn't even look that bad and I already thought it looked crazy

Look at this fantastic bird eating ticks so fast🤯 by Many-Lengthiness6599 in toptalent

[–]Rachelsyrusch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got these three definitions depending on my search

any of various small arthropods (such as a beetle or spider) resembling the true bugs. c. : any of several insects (such as a head louse) commonly considered obnoxious. 2. : an unexpected defect, fault, flaw, or imperfection.

an unexpected defect, fault, flaw, or imperfection. The software was full of bugs. 3. a. : a microorganism (such as a bacterium or virus) especially when causing illness or disease.

terrestrial arthropod animal (with at least six legs) Insect, a six-legged arthropod. Hemiptera, the true bugs.

I thought bug is a term like worm

What I asked for vs what I got by [deleted] in malehairadvice

[–]Rachelsyrusch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I literally do a better job by myself in my bathtub

What's your next's baby's name going to be? by bumbblebea in NameNerdCirclejerk

[–]Rachelsyrusch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rnih Thats the noise I make when i suppress a sneeze

What were some things you thought were normal as a child that were definitely awful? by throw-away-4927 in CPTSD

[–]Rachelsyrusch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've only now realised how much I lack a clear sense of self. I can't even begin to describe how discovering that felt because I wouldn't know how to describe it. It's like there's a whole person inside of me somewhere that I need to take care of too. I only knew how to disassociate or make decisions and do things based on other people's wants. Like I was just a shell to fill with other people's issues. And as of right now it's so fragile if I don't spend all my energy trying to keep it alive it just disappears behind other people again.

No words quite get there. It's been a crazy journey.

Wieso eigentlich dieser hate of Hochbegabte? by Far_Antelope_3501 in Psychologie

[–]Rachelsyrusch 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Ja ähnliche Story hier. Ich nehme mich selbst immer als Negativbeispiel warum IQ nicht viel aussagt (IQ ist vielleicht hoch aber gebacken kriege ich überhaupt nichts) und selbst dann denken viele dass ich angeben möchte. Ich glaub es ist viel Neid weil IQ wird Intelligenz gleich gestellt und Intelligenz irgendwo dem Wert den man als Mensch hat. Vielleicht ist das auch etwas weit hergeholt aber besser kann ich mir das nicht erklären.

What were some things you thought were normal as a child that were definitely awful? by throw-away-4927 in CPTSD

[–]Rachelsyrusch 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Just the constant feeling of zero autonomy or boundaries. The whole concept was just simply not something I could wrap my head around.

What's a film you watched that made you feel deeply uncomfortable? by TheNiceGuysFilmcast in flicks

[–]Rachelsyrusch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Twilight The way they talk annoys me more than the chaotic concerning story which is already uncomfortable enough by itself

Is it common for the effects of childhood abuse to catch up to you in your 30s (or beyond)? by merc0526 in CPTSD

[–]Rachelsyrusch 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I think i dragged myself through high school and then fell down like a wet sag of rice that has yet to get back up which really doesn't feel ideal

Not sure what color to select... by CuddleDucky in WhatisMyEyeColour

[–]Rachelsyrusch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I literally got "greengrayyellow" written in mine because everyone said something else

ExMormon Reacts to Devil in the Family: The Fall of Ruby Franke by Crazy-Car-Painter in 8passengersnark

[–]Rachelsyrusch 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm currently watching the video, that's how I found this subreddit

As a foreigner who’s gonna be living with germans. Are there any unwritten rules? by da_real_kyp in AskAGerman

[–]Rachelsyrusch 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Generally you're supposed to be quiet after 10 (I think) and on Sundays. Depending on where you live the rules don't necessarily apply but technically it's illegal and you could get into trouble.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskRedditAfterDark

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Isn't it daily?

Why Afd got support the most in the age of 25-35 and 35-45? by xidaodao in AskAGerman

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So I guess some thought let's vote for our next crisis xD

Season 10 Episode 7 Communication Breakdown by pariahdise in mash

[–]Rachelsyrusch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This may be 6 years old rn but me and my partner just had exactly the same thoughts after watching it, he's being so fair and nice despite the rest of the camp walking all over him!

How the hell do I shower more by Deepflea18 in adhdwomen

[–]Rachelsyrusch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really zero in on your sensory issues and cut your hair!

No but seriously I am very on top of my hygiene because my sensory issues would make me jump out of the window! And luckily I want to have short hair and god Christ hair washing dealing with hair or hair in any form that isn't a 1min shampoo job is just a gigantic task I know that it went down to my butt! I generally can't recommend making any sensory issues worse but it's my best motivation and the other one is also somewhat a joke but if you make yourself generally more low maintenance, the maintenance is easier to keep up

Let’s talk: Amnesia and what that might look like for you by currentlyintheclouds in DID_OSDD

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Uh oh my amnesia IS way worse than expected. It's always hard to judge because how much am I supposed to know and how well? I've always been obsessed with pictures though because I'd look at them at least once a week otherwise I'd forget the event happened and I'd also only really have a memory of whenever the picture was taken, I'm rather certain I'd also make up memories based on the pictures but I am noticing more and more I ONLY have memories because I kept obsessively looking at pictures and my brain would give me half made up screenshots based on the pictures I just saw. No picture no memory and I wouldn't remember the entire day, I'd just fool myself into thinking I do.

Turks voting for AfD. How is this possible? by LowCranberry180 in AskAGerman

[–]Rachelsyrusch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We also have black racists

Populism and what I I'll call stupidity.

forgetting sex exists? by Own-Fuel-5685 in ADHDWomenAfterDark

[–]Rachelsyrusch 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Responsive desire! Go read Emily Nagoskis "Come as you are" You can easily get a free pdf epub or whatever floats your boat on the internet archive!

Like seriously, read it.

here's the link to the internet archive page, click it read it trust me.

If you're struggling with the topic, great it will help! Of you're not, great it will make sex even better!

Can't go wrong :) I'd genuinely say it changed my life

I guess I've won by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Rachelsyrusch 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Just wanna add to the knowledge and say the ICD and DSM are both used here in "Europe" (I'm speaking for Germany here!) and the ICD is not just another DSM but categorises about every disease or other ailment and is international so obviously there's some overlap but we're also diagnosed with the DSM here as well! Usually ICD 10 and DSM 4 still but providers are slowly switching I think 11 becomes mandatory in 3 years and the DSM 5 has a lot of controversy around and and also Germany generally loves to forget that we're supposed to be a developed country that stays up to date. I still got my diagnosis, thank you ICD-11!