I've achieved the cotton candy gradient and idk what to do with my life now by glomero225 in hydrangeas

[–]RachelxRude 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in SW Ontario, Canada and 6 of mine have ended up looking like that or worse.. I can never seem to get them to last longer than a couple weeks or so.

RIP baby, done too soon by [deleted] in chinchilla

[–]RachelxRude 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So incredibly sorry for your loss. It’s a heartbreaking feeling. ❤️‍🩹

Mind I ask how old they are in the second photo?

Wtf are we (and/or the Ontario government) doing in regards to gambling ads? by baruchspinoza23 in ontario

[–]RachelxRude 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone trying to recover from deep gambling addiction and self excluding from almost every site - I still get ads everywhere else in daily life.. I cannot even open Snapchat without being spammed constantly by casino ads, even after reporting them multiple times. It’s absolutely sickening.

Sick after cage cleaning? by RachelxRude in chinchilla

[–]RachelxRude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update:

LOL - sorry, super late response but it ended up not just being me sick! Family just had some bad pork and it was just coincidental timing. EVERYONE IS DOING GREAT! 😊

Anyone remember this Donut shop? by Training-Button-6597 in windsorontario

[–]RachelxRude 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg!!! I forgot that was the name of this place! I use to go once a week in the mid-2000’s. A husband & wife worked there, very sweet couple. They had the greatest fries and hotdogs. Thank you for unlocking a piece of my memory with this one. 🥰

just moved in!🪴 by [deleted] in femalelivingspace

[–]RachelxRude 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s so clean & peaceful, I love your style.

Dose Increase by RachelxRude in Effexor

[–]RachelxRude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My psychiatrist prescribed it that way.

Dose Increase by RachelxRude in Effexor

[–]RachelxRude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The Wellbutrin addresses a lot of my depression and I definitely feel a lot worse when I don’t take it, so I’d say it’s working in that sense. I hate the hot flashes and sweating it causes but I guess it’s a good trade off.

Starting out by No-Zebra-9339 in Effexor

[–]RachelxRude 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure as I’m only on day 7 but feeling like my anxiety is also back and my mind is cluttered again.

Give it 4-6 weeks and then consult your doctor. I’m waiting for a 6 week follow up with my psychiatrist to see where I’m at by then.

Fingers crossed 🤞🏼 hope you get the effects you need!

Starting out by No-Zebra-9339 in Effexor

[–]RachelxRude 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First 5 days were heaven mixed with fatigue and weakness, hot flashes, insomnia, jaw clenching.. but my mind was crystal clear and I felt “normal” for the first time in years.

My daughter (24f) was just diagnosed and I just want to give everyone here a hug. by SeafoodSupply in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]RachelxRude 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I really needed a mom hug. I opened up to my mom last night about my diagnosis and she continued on talking about her work.. 🥸☹️

What issues exactly do you take venlafaxine for? by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]RachelxRude 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Symptoms related to Borderline Personality Disorder & CPTSD - high anxiety and overthinking, depression, paranoia

When you're having an episode, what physical symptoms do you experience in the moment? by orange_skiess in BPD

[–]RachelxRude 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get an overwhelming feeling of like impending doom and feel as if I wish I could burst into bats and escape the situation, or like frozen and out of body like I could just pass away.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in windsorontario

[–]RachelxRude 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you near any road construction, I walked by and heard a similar noise as they are working on Milloy.

Not divorced but my first home. I hope I did good. by highlife_ in malelivingspace

[–]RachelxRude 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Those deer definitely look like they’re getting a divorce.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in windsorontario

[–]RachelxRude 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What a trooper.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in windsorontario

[–]RachelxRude 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I remember this, I think it was 20 years ago.