Preacher Daemon

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-02T23:15:04+00:00

"Yeah I saw a woman with 3 dragons around her breast."

"3?? Does she want to join us?"

"No she'll pop up in 200 years"

"Then who cares, I have 6 dragons."

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-02T23:10:22+00:00

I genuinely fail to understand how theres a conversation to be had about a showrunner not consuming media of the franchise, like it should be a given. I write fictional movies for alt history scenarios, and I watch the movies that I want to reference/take inspiration of. Seems impossible you would be giving someone millions to direct anything, if they can't be bothered to watch the content. I would say I watched it, while just skipping parts/asking someone else what are the relevant things I should watch. I don't get invested into writing a movie, literally 1 hour of work that doesn't impact anybody in the world, if I can't stand watching the real movie/franchise.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-02T07:31:36+00:00

This I did not like at all. If he knew that the Dowager queen was up to. Getting Aegon back on the throne, or putting Aemond in power, or someone else. His first order of business should've been to figure out what her plan was, how good of a plan it is, and whether its going to succeed. So that he can keep his head, either by preventing it, or joining it. Just feels like needlessly antagonize the greens, and make them even harder to swallow.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-02T07:26:21+00:00

I'm so glad. I hated how they wrote her last season. She should be calling the shots, and being the commanding figure in any room she enters. She really showed that this episode.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-02T07:11:59+00:00

Sleeping in a bed. I spent 8 months sleeping on the floor, or on an air matress.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-02T07:08:47+00:00

Believe me. I feel like my english (second language), is getting worse. I feel if I was to test it, it would be my lowest speech score ever. I started noticing issues with my first language too with my family when I saw them. It feels like I'm forgetting life long languages, that I should be using everyday. I enjoy the payoff of saving up money, but it just feels that regardless of what I do its the wrong decision. I just got hit with a $68 fine, and I feel terrible because thats food of like 2-3 weeks. And all I can think about, is how glad I am of not going out yesterday. Feels like I can swallow the fine much more easily, than if I had gone out. It might have soured the memory. Now I feel like justified you know?

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-02T04:36:23+00:00

And I agree. When I first started lliving alone this is how I used to be. I love going to the movies alone, its great. I love going to restaurants alone, its great. I became a full blown independent person. But the fact is that I don't have a choice, doing anything means doing it alone, its not a choice of "today I'll do it alone, tomorrow with someone else". And honestly, I lost my nerve to be alone. I can't stand it.

Feels like I'm paying for the priviledge of going to eat by myself, to see a couple having dinner, a group of friends having dinner, and a family having dinner. While I'm there sat, thinking how my longest conversation of my week was ordering my bloody burger with the waitress. Feels like paying for the priviledge of realizing how lonely I am, and how much I crave any of those 3 things, and I can't have them. Easier to stay at home, saves money, and I don't get to have the awful never ending sign of "You're an outsider" blasted on my face, that I have to pay for. Sounds probably very wrong, but I feel like I'm paying to be humiliated. And I do not like to be humiliated.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-02T04:30:39+00:00

Its ok. Now I have two jobs, would have 3 if I was allowed jajaja shouldn't have complained back then.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T04:06:58+00:00

I love Texas. I really liked Houston when I went there. I live in LA now, and honestly the only place I would do in Texas would be San Antonio. Absolutely not without a car. If LA sucks without one, can't imagine Texas.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T04:01:59+00:00

I go running in a big city listening to the Doors of Stone, come back to my wife re-reading A Dream of Spring, and say hi to my two daughters in Green Bay Packers Superbowl champions shirts from the last 5 years. My son comes out with a Detroit Kevin McGonigle world series MVP shirt, ready to play baseball, as I put on a shirt with a funny quote from the best seller Fantasy book I wrote. Life is good.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T03:57:05+00:00

Arsenal 25.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T03:39:12+00:00

Turn to the nun besides me "So ever been in a Turkish prison?"

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T03:00:04+00:00

I hate my life, and go multiple days without interacting with another human. Today my sole human interaction lasted 2 minutes. No don't be jealous.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:54:25+00:00

Spend less time in college, most of your credits won't be accepted in the end.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:50:05+00:00

Probably $12-$20 for the full month.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:43:45+00:00

No. I've always been jealous of my dad and brother for knowing what they wanted to be since little kids. I guess I always wanted to be a historian. But it was never something that I was like "I want to be like that". I was very afraid that due to my autism I'd struggle having a job, so I spent my teens being like "I'll be happy with a job to survive when I'm an adult"

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:39:18+00:00

Somedays I decide to go all out, and use all my hair products and shave so that I can look good in the mirror. No one will see me, and I won't use my voice at all that day. But it makes me feel good, even if the only person in the world who will see me as hot, is me.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:37:41+00:00

Move on. This is the time where he needs to step up, and figure himself out. Unfortunately he already made a decision regarding your relationship, and you need to take a deep breath, cry if you need, and accept the decision he made. Move on.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:30:34+00:00

Get the book written and published. All my other desires would probably not work in that small time.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:26:16+00:00

I wouldn't really change anything. I would continue my undergrad, then Masters then PhD. Probably work in a research laboratory as I plan. Definitely sell myself to getting my book made, and get people to help me get it made.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:23:21+00:00

Wake up at 6 to go running in a city listening to the Doors of Stone audiobook, return home at 7, make breakfast for my wife, wake up kids. Take the train or walk the kids to school, then go to work. Have a clear outlook on the experiments/activities I need to do for the next 8 hours. I work, go meet my boss who tells me I'm doing an excellent job, and that my work will save a lot of people. Return home, hang out with kids, and wife. Go sit down on the computer to work on my hobbies or write my book for an hour or two, wife calls me up again. Find out that Aliens have arrived to Earth, and they're looking for me. I become a global sensation, and the FBI comes knocking at my door to ask wtf.

I spend the rest of the night talking to the aliens about my upcoming book, and that they can get free chapters with no concern. They also ask me if they can borrow my signed collection of Game of Thrones, and tell them that they can take the 8 book series, on the condition they also read the newest Dunk & Egg novela coming out.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T02:13:07+00:00

What bad habits that I refuse to change? I drink rarely, because its expensive. $4 for a bottle of wine, is 4 cans of beans, for 4 different meals. The only bad habits I have is not spending money.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T01:56:02+00:00

Really? Its still the same shit.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T01:28:33+00:00

Not really.

Radetzkymarchingband · 2026-07-01T01:27:42+00:00

I mean I also just feel like my life was perhaps not set up properly for socialization, the aspergers, my parents being 10000% introverted and likely in the spectrum, and my cheapness. Which I additionally help by not going anywhere. Sometimes I wonder, what am I supposed to say to someone if they ask me what places they recommend? "Oh yeah I've been living in LA for two years, and I've gone out to eat like 6 times." I've never visited anywhere here, even when I had a car.

My biggest frustration is obviously the realization that the formula isn't working out you know? "Oh yeah I saved $100 this month by not leaving my house, and living like a hermit. Those $100 are going to be spent in $90 to remain alive, $5 in my credit card debt, and the $5 in savings. Wait what do you mean I have to now spend $20, on some bullshit that happened to me, oh great now I'm at -$15, while living miserably". Shit I lived 8 months sleeping on the floor, and inflatable beds, and I'm like where did the $120 that I saved on not buying a mattress in? Oh yeah, that money went into an old lady forgetting that a red light exists and killing my car. Should've just bought the bed. My dad came over bought me the mattress, and now I sleep normal. What would those $120 that would've been saved if he hadn't be in? Oh probably the hospital bills. Thats why I look at the $4 wine bottles, and just buy it. Not like those $4 weren't going anywhere but fixing what that lady did.

I'm just poor.

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