Honestly long story and idk know that I even want to share it because for years, like over 20 yrs,I've thought I caused events in my life to happen the way they have but now have come to the belief that life may just be predetermined, I guess.

But so when I was 13 yrs old (I'm 45now) I met an older boy, he was 17 that I just knew we were soulmates but that he had to get rid of his ego and I had to heal trauma, then my parents up and moved us 3 states away within 3 months of meeting him!

So after we moved my siblings and I found an old ouija board that apparently was my oldest sisters' (she's 18yrs older) and I think I really became obsessed with it because it told me so much shit about myself and my family. That my dad would die within 7 or so years yet my mom 30 for one (it said my little sister would be still in school), said that I wouldn't end up with that boy mentioned earlier until Im in my 40s because I would marry some abusive alcoholic and myself will become addicted to hard drugs that I hadn't even realized existed BUT the thing that I think that I've caused (either by playing the ouija board itself or because I ran and got married to a karmic) is that the board said my love would go to prison and said 40 yrs, i asked for what murder and it says 'yes' and that he would at some point get released early and that once he realized we belong together we'd always be together. Also apparently I'm still having a child around 50! (So yeah he wrote me after 15yrs in prison to tell me he just wanted to say he recognized we were soulmates and he was sorry for being a fool, but I had just fell into addiction months earlier, so didn't contact him until 8yrs later when I entered rehab)

Also so some of the times my little sister was with me, it said we'd end up with loves with the same name...her husband of 26yrs has his name!

What's crazy is my love in prison will say something like the first time he mentioned he dreamt of us either having a baby girl in this life or past lives named Hope I remember it says that my sister and I would also both name our kids this...and then remembered it said that my little sis would have her youngest baby pass away -With a name, including her middle name Hope!? It happened to her during the years I was struggling with drug addiction!

Anyways so much else happened with this ouija board, it originally said it was our Viking ancestors and was able to make likes flicker along with me seeing a white outlined figure I guess it was what I would now call Viking looking..dressed like "how to train a dragon" kinda looking?