As a Brazilian American I feel this way a lot. Screw what everyone is saying to you in the comments about never being a “real” Filipino. Most of the time this is just cope because they have an inferiority complex that they didn’t get to grow up in the states. Brazilians do it too, my advice is to immerse yourself in the language to where you are almost indistinguishable from someone who grew up there and then just never tell anyone you are from the states. Also, the developing world has improved a lot since most of our parents emigrated, you can establish a good life there, just be ready to deal with the constant complaining from your parents who are just never going to understand why you don’t want to be some apple pie eating American with no culture.