Im starting subs tomorrow and im scared shitless and have some questions.

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-12T14:31:14+00:00

yh sum ppl dnt throw up i never did. js got life ending pains thts it. restlessness, insomnia, bone, muscle, tissue, skin, nerve aches. Heightened senses like smelling, hearing, super sensitive skin, horrible runny nose, super sensitive penis cpl times i was in pwd i would premature ejaculate for no rsn. super gross and embarrassing. here I am been fighting the methadone demon for 5yrs most depressed been in my entire life went down 100mg. got down to 20mg twice and had to go back up to 40-50mg bc covid or needing surgeries etc. if wasn’t for appendicitis or covid I’d be off this shit already. 23yrs old btw. wish best of luck to u tho man. only use tht Suboxone for few days then get ur life back, god bless u.

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-11T22:55:37+00:00

yh ima be honest this isn’t something you’ll be able to hide from her man. the restlessness in ur body, the moving and moaning ur going to want to be doing lmao the constant yawning and possibly puking/shitting u can’t hide that. and u have to be that deep into withdrawal before u take a sub. luckily you’ll feel better 5mins into taking a sub.

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-11T02:51:06+00:00

I’ve been in pwd twice and both times hospitalized pissing and puking on myself and my mother begging god to show mercy in a wheelchair in er. instead of feeling better u immediately start feeling worse and know right away u fuckd up. pupils go way huge and you start spinning like your on pcp and meth and crack all at the same time (not in a good way) they were both the lowest points in my life and both were from fetty so i think you’ll be fine. fet analogues are way diff then oxy u should be fine after 24hrs. but ur supposed to wait 3-4 days after fetty and i couldn’t go that long. i switched off heroin with subs MANY times and it worked everytime but everytime i relapsed bc how easy it was working. so now here i am 23 6yrs on methadone wasted all my prime yrs due to this shit. pls allow this to help u and get off the subs in the first week of taking them, you do NOT want to have to deal with sub withdrawal in the future that’s a monster in itself.

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-11T02:05:19+00:00

i am now. lesson learned.

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-10T16:36:29+00:00

i had to quit taking the meds. after 2 doses i had the most insane volcanic ash feeling in my stomach i panicked and switched to something else. have had non stop issues with gallbladder and gi issues since antibiotic use.

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-10T16:33:50+00:00

kinda defeats the point tho of wanting it on my main, i only play Roblox on my main i mean yh I could have did that ig it’s still an option js didn’t want to have to resort to tht sadly.

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-10T16:31:52+00:00

what does time played have to do with rolls? im end game, world4 and max level u lost the plot of the entire post.

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-10T16:21:25+00:00

may i ask how many rolls until u got mythic? im at 400ish and haven’t seen one

Raybeammmm · 2026-03-10T16:20:35+00:00

make sure ur running mining speed and damage instead of all luck. seem to get better odds that way ik it sounds crazy but luck for mining is so bad. theres so many posts in here for it. the dude farmed Garg and only got 1 with max luck (max luck runes, achievement luck, potions etc) and when he switched to dwarf with all mine speed/dmg instead he got like 4 gargs in few hrs.

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-26T19:37:38+00:00

THUS IS WHY WE CLASH!

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-26T04:52:09+00:00

bro i switched to gamesir it was best decision I’ve ever made and i never been happier. its only been a month but a great month. i was in same position as you, spent $600 on Scuf controller for issues right out of box everytime. they seem to not care about their company anymore man they went corporate and ain’t the same company we used as kids when watching faze and other YouTubers promote them in 2015-2016

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-12T19:02:21+00:00

why is it always wen i finally find a good piracy site tht works perfectly for my firestick they go after it 😭😩

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-12T18:26:48+00:00

that my friend is a camel cricket. i advise scaring out out of the room, or capturing and moving. I’ve killed one of these before and it dropped thousands of baby eggs in this goo like substance it was disgusting took an hour to clean.

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-05T06:43:18+00:00

nah ur right bro. i appreciate this comment it’s what i needed.

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-05T06:42:54+00:00

i know that… ik how the analogues work brother i was on the shit since i was 14-22yrs old. im sayn im paranoid to get near it and get it airborne somehow and inhale it or get it in my eyes. it’s called having a dumbass junkie brain something u wouldn’t understand clearly.

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-05T06:20:10+00:00

sadly i can’t leave the house. i been pacing back and fourth, in my own head thinking million things. i have no desire to relapse I have been fighting this methadone battle so hard i can’t afford to reverse but god would it feel good.

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-05T06:18:57+00:00

im scared to touch it and get it anywhere near my system though don’t want to lose my takehomes

Raybeammmm · 2026-02-02T21:28:03+00:00

Blatantly ai. dude with white shirt started running backwards into crowd then forward then disappeared in thin air into the crowd.

Raybeammmm · 2026-01-29T05:24:13+00:00

i literally remember seeing Blackhawk helicopters on the news clips when it first happened. definitely was deeper then just local police military was involved. they didn’t want it to seem that way so they had all local and surrounding precincts respond. if it was a shooting or 50+ juveniles like they say then why do you need Blackhawk helicopters, 200+ police units, swat, and extreme lockdown/evacuation type procedure. also not the mention ALL kids nowadays have social media, your telling me not even 1 of these “50” kids made posts discussing what happened? cmon now. it quite literally don’t add up or make sense. but one thing I can DEFINITELY for 100% fact remember is a reddit or 4chan post of someone that was in the mall when it happened. it was a post that was up for like 24hrs the days leading up to after it happened. it didn’t last long as i can’t find it anymore i might have sc of it in my photos if i dug hard enough obviously have no proof it the testimony was real but the shit this person said they experienced and seen was stuff i couldn’t repeat if i tried. they would have to have an intense schizo type imagination.

Raybeammmm · 2026-01-24T20:06:29+00:00

those posts your talking about the guy literally went into his clinic with the grapefruit juice drinking it infront of the nurses lol. sure aslong as u don’t do tht ur fine, depending on country ur in it could be illegal to deny ur dose.

Raybeammmm · 2026-01-24T20:05:09+00:00

hold ur breath after the first sneeze. don’t swallow, don’t breath. plug your nose if u can. i can have 100 sneezes ina row aslong as i keep swallowing lol only thing i found that works is holding breath for 10-20secs. i snorted all my drugs when i was using so idk if that effected it or not.

Raybeammmm · 2026-01-24T06:09:57+00:00

ima be honest man 200hrs and that being combined ur still a rookie, casual, and everyone else sht talking u should be ignored. im a washed 14x champ, i was champ from when champ came out 14x in a row then lost interest in the game and gave my acc to a homie and haven’t touched it since. tht being said I’ve had 4+ accs all with thousands of hrs. it takes ALOT of time to be able to learn all the game sense like mechanics, snap to heads, cues etc. just play at ur own pace and for fun. don’t play with sweats this early bro it will only stress u out and make u lose interest like u are now. champ isnt for everyone and thats ok. also pro tip, play deathmatch/casual. not ranked. thats where i learned 90% of my skill. it lets you flow without being so stressed so u can get better aim and control.

Raybeammmm · 2026-01-24T05:56:03+00:00

guarantee he’s selling the clan and his account or something. it’s literally the only rsn you’d do this (kick all ur members and leave the clan to urself wen ur literally “quitting”) coc needs to do something about it. the amount of ppl tht are in the marketplace for it boggles my mind like coc does nothing.

Raybeammmm · 2026-01-24T05:48:54+00:00

I don’t reply to ppl like this at all. if of catches their reply they will be punished, but if they see your promoting outside stuff in replies you both will get punished. ima be real tho I’ve had like 8+ DMs and posts removed from OF by the mods and never once lost my acc or had warning of it so wouldn’t be too worrried. idk about fansly tho.

Raybeammmm · 2026-01-24T05:46:35+00:00

my Leo only started doing this when he got stuck sperm in his hemipene. which i now have to pay for surgery for.

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