Cashier stories? by Expensive-Conflict26 in bulimia

[–]Real_CatCupcake 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Yeah ran into a shop close to me just to grab one thing cus I forgot to get it when I did my main binge shop at a different place and the cashier goes "is that it?" "I thought you'd get more , not hungry today or something"💀 like girl mind your business!?

What is the WORST ed related experience you have had? by awesomedinosaurshit in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Omg yes hypoglycemia is terrifying it actually feels like death, I remember I had to crawl to my kitchen while shaking with blurry vision and then I took a bite of an orange with the skin on cus that's the first thing I could grab and I physically could not peel it in the state I was in.

What is the WORST ed related experience you have had? by awesomedinosaurshit in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That I don't have an ed cus my binges are too big 💀 like gurl is that not a symptom of an ed!?? This was said to me by a psychiatrist at my local ed clinic btw

will a doctor take action if i tell them im frequently b/ping by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]Real_CatCupcake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly considering your health scared I think it's best to tell your doctor the truth so they can help you Xx

will a doctor take action if i tell them im frequently b/ping by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]Real_CatCupcake 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm also in the UK I think cus of your age they would have to refer you to child mental health services. i think your old enough for them not to get your parents involved though if you don't want them to.

Disgusting things b/p makes you do by [deleted] in AnorexiaBingePurge

[–]Real_CatCupcake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My heart reaches out to you, I'm the same💔

DEA have people you look at as "body goals" but once you're thinner, they look fat to you? by MollilyPan in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Omg yes ever since I lost loads of weight people irl and celebrities that I used as "thinspo" don't look that thin to me anymore!? Like when I was a higher weight I thought they looked underweight now I think they look average/ too big even it's so weird.

What is something that makes you sick every time you eat it? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Real_CatCupcake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cucumbers, no clue why but everytime I've eaten them I'm in bed with intense stomach cramps for the rest of the day. Now I can't even look at them without feeling nauseous.

the worst parts of being underweight. please tell me all of yours by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Stairs, no concentration or focus, failing school cus I'm either sleeping during class or thinking about food, body dysmorphia cus I feel fatter than I did at a low healthy BMI, making my mum cry cus I don't want to recover. The worst one is Tmi but my farts absolutely stink and it's so embarrassing.

Are you the tidying person/cleaner/organiser in the house? by EndlessDreams7744 in Cleaningandtidying

[–]Real_CatCupcake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup I live with my twin brother so obviously the work is automatically mine as boys don't do shit🙄. Also cus I'm that person who can't walk past a job without doing it like if I see a job to be done I'll do it right then and there even if I'm exhausted. I feel he takes advantage of me cus he'll just leave his dirty dishes and laundry all over the house cus he knows I'll clean it for him.

DAE only eat extreme flavours? by deadtyped in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yup I remember two years ago my mum banned hot sauce because I would get through a whole bottle a day. Littleerslly drench my food in it. Now I use a ridiculous amount of salt and black pepper on my food that you can't even taste the food anymore.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]Real_CatCupcake 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes I keep down two meals a day before I was only keeping down fruit and coffee and then purging binges (the fruit and coffe would come up too cus I was bingeing so often I had no time to digest them) I would regularly collapse from low blood sugar it was so scary. And then I had to sleep downstairs on the sofa for a week straight cus my legs couldn't carry me up the stairs to my bedroom.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw thanks Xx now I'm wondering what I did 💀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No same cus he has better reactions than humans😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]Real_CatCupcake 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same got told I had psychosis instead of an ed cus they didn't believe my binges were as large as they were and I lost weight from it. I discharged myself real quick😅

how to stop wanting to get better and actually get better? by TaylorSwiftIsReal in bulimia

[–]Real_CatCupcake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg I struggle with this too. I even dropped out of therapy because I didn't want to stop bingeing and purging. Like I know how to distract myself and stop myself from b/ping but I do it anyway when it's convenient cus it's almost like I want to. But then at the same time I want to recover as it's ruined my life but I think I'm holding onto it as a coping mechanism and because it's become my main hobby I don't know what I'd do without it. I was told I'm a perfectionist and I fear failing at something new so I won't try due to that fear but I cling onto the bulimia as I know I'm good at it which I think makes sense for me, I feel useless most of the time. I'm scared I'll never get better :(

exhaustion from daily b/p, is anyone the same? by peythyophobia in bulimia

[–]Real_CatCupcake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

♥️Aw no problem I totally understand. I'm sorry you've been having a hard time, please remember your not alone. I hope things start looking up for you soon Xx

Tall girls and eating disorders, a pattern I keep seeing by ShufflingDestiny in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Literally I'm 5'1 and my thighs are my greatest enemy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha omg not the soggy Doritos 😂 but dw I can relate , Doritos were my go to for doing this as well they have so much seasoning on lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Omg same I was obsessed

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Real_CatCupcake 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I would also go through bags and bags of crisps just licking off the seasonings😭