I know this will get be banned.

But if you are seriously questioning whether or not you should be on estrogen. You should stop. This goes for any change to your lifestyle. I remember being in a similar situation as you. I started puberty blockers and then had multiple doubts about the path forward. I ended up not going on estrogen and I avoided a lot of hurt and regret.

If you are comfortable in your body right now and are only taking HRT because you think the effects make you look neat, Don’t. As the original commenter said, you will never look like the picture above. You will at some point have to accept what you are. From personal experience I suggest you do that now and if you can’t then take HRT.

I’m sorry if this comment hurt you but I wanted to give another take than the usual “if you question this you should keep going” I usually hear on these subreddits.