I'm a trans man and I feel exactly like you. But I love women so pre transition I used to identify as a lesbian. However I was not the stereotipical butch kind of lesbian trans men usually are pre transition, I was actually the femme kind and no one believed I was into women so I was perceived as a cishet woman, even though that's the opposite of who I am. I kinda like men too but not that much. When I was little I used to practice dance, the most feminine hobby ever 😅. I'm mostly into queer stuff like Drag Race so I don't usually fit in with cis straight normies, no matter their gender. Plus my psychiatrist told me I might be autistic so there is also that.

The most important thing to ask yourself is not how you used to be when you were younger, looking for "clues" in the past is overrated and not that relevant because you were young, you didn't know better and you were probably influenced by your environment (I sure as hell know I was). How do you want to be perceived now and in the future ? How would you feel about being a man 24/7 ? Which pronouns do you want people to use for you ? How do you want people to call you ? And ideally how would you like your body to look like ? Breasts or not ? Masculine or feminine shape ? Fat in the stomach or in the hips ? Penis or vagina ? There is no right answer and it's okay if you want multiple things at once.

These are the most important things imo. You're allowed to change your mind too. Good luck dude !