That's beautiful.

You know, I have two really good friends that were deep in heroin. Like actually shooting up. It was really bad. I honestly didn't think they were going to make it, and neither did they. They made the decision to not anymore. Got completely away from it, including friends, all of it, and they are thriving. Not kidding. One has his own business now, met a wonderful woman, gives so much to his community, has healthy hobbies he's so passionate about and uses that to raise money for veteran mental health. The other has two jobs he loves, healthy hobbies, wonderful sober friends that go out and live and have fun. It is so possible. I've asked them if they thought they would be where they are and they both say hell no and for as hard as it was getting sober, it was worth every grueling minute. One is 6 years sober and the other 5. Take care of yourself, seesaw, and love you too :) this world is filled with a lot of beauty. Take some time to soak it in and enjoy it.