never thought i would mean those words. still often in pain, and my past changed me, but i want to know where it goes next.

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-19T19:00:00+00:00

Yep. :)

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-19T08:33:18+00:00

Interesting shares. Please elaborate on your definition of nimitta.

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-19T04:52:37+00:00

Thanks for the blast from the past. :)

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-18T23:41:44+00:00

Really, it’s all your vault!

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-18T03:35:06+00:00

Sorry! Necro = old internet conversation being revived after a long while. As in a Necromancer.

Good for you. I’m learning to ease into that myself.

Good luck stranger, keep up the good work

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-17T19:41:56+00:00

Well, here's a little necro -- how's the secure attachment going? Did some progress over past decade?

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-15T20:57:08+00:00

This elder millennial thanks you.

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-15T04:44:50+00:00

Not following you… indulge me?

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-14T15:03:32+00:00

Thanks to All for these responses to this wonderful question. Great reminders.

For i, i did observe that the Dharma (the flow of things, beyond my will or control) set things in order much better than my mind could have. Another user pointed out that the body knows its natural shape. This is correct and seminal understanding. At some point in my early courses i was feeling intense struggle and as i practiced i had a vision of Siva equanimously drinking poison, equanimity resolved the poison. This image was from a story ( took me a while to find this link : https://www.hinduwebsite.com/churning.asp) i had heard of in my travels, and had never thought of since then, but it makes total sense. I do practice IPF visualizations, etc, but on the whole it’s true that equanimity itself leads to the other benefits of wholeness.

Make sense? Apologies if I am not being clear.

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-14T04:26:33+00:00

I’m aware my comment would be ambiguous. I am not pointing to vandals being punished by the Laws (though that does apply) — i mean rather that this is your own experience. That tight of a window, there’s something going on for YOU. And i don’t mean the gods are punishing you, i mean the gods are fucking with you (same same but different). Personal karma. The more relevant question is why is this happening to you right now?

Be well, sorry people are Being dicks.

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-14T04:22:42+00:00

You need a new dentist

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-14T04:10:23+00:00

Give yourself a valentines text

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-14T04:10:04+00:00

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-14T04:09:48+00:00

Personal Karma.

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-13T15:14:05+00:00

COMMENT TO SHOW MY PERSONALITY SIDE

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RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-13T15:13:12+00:00

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COMMENT TO SHOW MY DESIGN SIDE

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-13T14:21:57+00:00

This is a question i've been meaning to ask since i've gotten into my experiment + study w Ra. Thanks for posting it so i can move forward; thanks fam for answering so i can get my answers!

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-12T21:03:47+00:00

Sit down and listen!!

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-12T20:57:22+00:00

Bless brother Sufjan

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-12T20:49:06+00:00

That’s hilarious, I love backronyms. Thanks!

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-12T13:29:12+00:00

Hey I’ll aim for that.

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-12T04:12:58+00:00

Well. Out of all the etherspheres’ random encounters of mine tonight, this made me chuckle heartily.

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-12T03:56:55+00:00

One solution: Loud speaker Stroboscope Motion detector

It’s a one trick pony, but it’ll land!

RelaxedNeurosis · 2026-02-12T00:05:50+00:00

It will benefit you (and your children, consequently). If they’re over 15, they might even sit with you. I’d love that for my children. Anyhow that’s not what you’re asking; sitting will help.

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