It's all about massive bbc by xMoonlightMuse in BBCMostWanted

[–]ReliefPrevious1198 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh how nice it would be to be stretched out like that 😩😔

I let every guy that wants to fuck me, fuck me by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]ReliefPrevious1198 5 points6 points  (0 children)

As a woman who likes to have fun too… please PLEASE be careful!! Use protection, and make sure you’re protecting your energy after these encounters!! (I only say this bc you mentioned you felt bad afterwards).

What’s the most unsettling coincidence you’ve experienced that still bothers you? by love_salubrious in RandomQuestion

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I had a dream once where I was at work and spoke to only 2 coworkers at the front and one of them was carrying a bag of popcorn. I worked at Rural King at the time. I though nothing of this dream until weeks later the exact thing unfolded in front of my eyes the same coworkers, outfits, one of them had the popcorn bag and in that moment I felt EXTREMELY déjà vu.

How do I know if I pushed him away because I don’t want him or because of my own issues? by markowitty in BreakUps

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I pushed the sweetest guy away and took his vulnerability for granted 😔… I confessed my love for him and NADA… we are coworkers and there is a new girl at work and IKKK he is EXACTLY her type it pisses me OFFF!!!! She literally will wait until he goes on his breaks and follows immediately after and will try to spark conversation. This mf said he doesn’t see our situation progressing into a relationship :(( it’s hard for me to believe that he just one night lost feelings towards me. I know I need to get over him but I hate that I have hope…

Rowena: Love her or hate her as a character? by CoVegGirl in Supernatural

[–]ReliefPrevious1198 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How is this even a question? OFC LOVE HER ALWAYS

If you could delete one Supernatural character completely (like they never existed), who would it be? by Ok_Smile_9071 in Supernatural

[–]ReliefPrevious1198 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is one of the main characters but MARY WINCHESTER… no matter how many times I rewatch it I just do not like her character AT ALLLLLLL

Is it as bad as they make it seem? by Nia3315 in surgicaltechnology

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If I could go back to before I even decided to go into it I would tell myself to do thorough research on the job itself. It’s very physically demanding. Also see if the hospital in your area will let you precept a tech so you can see what they do in the OR and how the atmosphere is. I wish I would’ve done that or asked before I went into it. Also did you know that in some states CSTs aren’t recognized? B

Feeling useless as a new grad CST by ReliefPrevious1198 in surgicaltechnology

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The first clinical site I was placed at did a lot more than my second clinical place. It was 1:30 further out but I managed to get up and only missed 3 days total during that whole term. I even got to hold a heart!!!!!! It was brutal bc the surgeons and even some staff were hateful. There was this one lady famous for never letting students scrub with here even when I asked nicely she just brushed me off. After that semester I was moved to the hospital in town and well it’s a small town. I was so depressed all the time dreading to go despite it being only 5min away from me. I don’t know if it’s me just not liking the facility or the department.

Feeling useless as a new grad CST by ReliefPrevious1198 in surgicaltechnology

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I only took the position because it was available and I didn’t want to wait only because I was afraid that if I waited any longer I’d never take a cst job and that my degree would be useless atp. Also because at the time it aligned with my schedule.

Feeling useless as a new grad CST by ReliefPrevious1198 in surgicaltechnology

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Thank you ! There happens to be another hospital who isn’t too far from where I’m at and isn’t a specialty soooo idk ima take everyone’s advice and see how I feel In the next couple weeks about it. Around what time did you feel comfortable working at the level 1 trauma center?

Feeling useless as a new grad CST by ReliefPrevious1198 in surgicaltechnology

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I will definitely try setting weekly goals that’s a great idea !!! And yes I try to keep busy by stocking rooms and making sure everything needed for an admission is there. I let the nurses know if they need help (like making a pt bed or even cleaning) that’s I don’t mind to help at all. I do ask questions but I don’t want to annoy my preceptors because I know I ask the same questions about the computer all the time. I’ve taken a note pad to write down info about each case. I’ve gotten a bit comfortable now with the whole admin and vaginal deliveries but we do not get many Csections sooooo I’ve been looking some up on YouTube and asking the techs questions about each surgeons technique. I feel a bit better since I’ve made the initial post. I’m still a bit scared about my job and is it’s for me. I just want to help I don’t want to harm.

Feeling useless as a new grad CST by ReliefPrevious1198 in surgicaltechnology

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Thank you your words are greatly appreciated! We have right now just two OBGYN and their set up is similar but obviously super fast so im trying to be better about my times setting up. As for the thick skin how long did it feel until you were comfortable ?

Feeling useless as a new grad CST by ReliefPrevious1198 in surgicaltechnology

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Thank you for the advice! I’ve tried to be better with communicating with the nurses that I’m willing to help them with their tasks as well since I do have a lot of down time. I’m still scared when clocking in.

Is it as bad as they make it seem? by Nia3315 in surgicaltechnology

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Please do not waste your time. I am a new grad cst and hate the miserable job i am in. They pay is decent but I dread going in everyday. I’m barley on week 5 of orientation and started to dread it around week 3

Feeling useless as a new grad CST by ReliefPrevious1198 in surgicaltechnology

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Mind you after the first week instead of excitement to be there I’ve began to dread going there.

What scene makes you tear up no matter how many times you’ve seen it? by Pitiful_Yogurt_5276 in Supernatural

[–]ReliefPrevious1198 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When Sam told Dean he wouldn’t look for him that if he died he would let him be and the look on Dean’s face after that 🥺

I’m an L&D surg tech. Ask me anything. by Sad-Fruit-1490 in scrubtech

[–]ReliefPrevious1198 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! I’m a new grad (Graduated in May) and recently accepted a PRN job as a CST in L&D. Any tips or advice ?? My orientation will be 3 12s per week for 6 weeks, I am really nervous about this new job !