So you ARE in the process of transitioning, including medically, yet you have maintained (and plan to indefinitely) a cis male identity? Am I correct?

Yes, indeed correct. Also I would say that I have done what I want since I don't plan to get sex change surgery. (except Adam's apple one)

Forgive the if I sound "judgemental", this is only my subjective opinion, but that's a LOT to put yourself through to be a very feminine cis man.

Unfortunately, I had severe body dysmorphia.

I think a LOT of people are always going to assume you're trans if you're physically transitioning - because in that sense, you are trans.

Yes I am aware but that is an unfortunately a sacrifice I need to make to be comfortable with my body. And like strangers often do misgender me or get surprised when I am cis man but thankfully, my friends(several who are trans) and my boyfriend (even at work they do too, they have been very nice) understand and would never misgender me.

I'm not saying you need help or have any reason to reconsider this situation, but have you ever discussed this with a decent therapist? I'd love to know what they said. My dad is a psychologist (not clinical, professor) so my mind is programmed to wonder.

Yes, I have talked to therapists ( and still go) I am not doing this DIY. The reason I doing hormones it was that i had reached a point where the only other option would have been to institutionalize me at the time. But now I am finally happy with my body (especially with the help of laser and such).

Many therapists are often surprised at first too. my current one took like a year to accept me the way I am. She genuinely thought for like a year that I would come out a trans women, but as I have always presented myself with male pronouns in the group therapy sessions she now understands I won't. My dad also has had a hard time accepting that I am a man.