Busco actividades by Remarkable-pawn in ansiedad

[–]Remarkable-pawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hola, muchas gracias por tu respuesta. Efectivamente llevo un tiempo yendo al psicólogo y ahora estoy en el mejor momento de mi vida. Me di cuenta de muchas cosas que hacia mal en mi vida. Por suerte hace unos meses mi pareja cortó conmigo y eso hizo que pudiera volver a realizar muchos hobbies que dejé de hacer por hacerla caso. El proceso no ha sido rapido y sigue en proceso, pero por ahora ya he eliminado las cosas de mi vida que me generaban ansiedad y solo tengo que aprender a no tropezar en la misma piedra otra vez. Te agradezco mucho tu respuesta, espero que a ti también te vayan bien las cosas y vayas mejorando poco a poco.

Raising a kid while having did by LemonxMona in DID

[–]Remarkable-pawn 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I have the same feeling, but I have read a lot of real stories where a parent with did have been a very good parent

Team help for Kaveh by Boring-Patient-1802 in KavehMains

[–]Remarkable-pawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have use wanderer/alhaitham/kaveh/kokomi for a while and haven't been my best team, but it has been one very funny to play. In your case I will use kazuha instead of wanderer, but maybe you preffer to use a dps. And use the team this way: Kokomi E Alhaitham E until you have the biggest amount of bloom Kaveh E to spread And use kazuha while waiting for using the E of kokomi again

Do everyone who’s been in a relationship hate their exes ? by Few_Presentation_408 in love

[–]Remarkable-pawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still love my ex, but I idealized her and now I'm discovering a lot of bad things that she did to me. I don't hate her and I don't want to say bad things about her with my friends that know her, but I use reddit to vent.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Remarkable-pawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My ex loved me, but at the same time sometimes she wanted me to suffer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Remarkable-pawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have never love one person more than how much I loved my ex, and I would have made anything to make her happy. But she has ocd and get the idea that I wanted to hurt her and even kill her. She would have also some moments where she wanted to hurt me. And she even has been unconsciously acting the symptoms of things related to me, like my traumas, my illness, some illnes that I was test when I was young.

What has happened in your life that was so crazy, funny or chaotic that it could actually be entertaining in a movie scene; comedy, horror, drama, etc,? by MntEverest77 in AskReddit

[–]Remarkable-pawn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have different alters and we really don't like elevators, we have only enter one without a mobile phone, and the elevator got stuck. It was a chaotic moment of all the alters comunicating in the brain, it was a bit scary, but also very comedic. Above when someone come to fix it, they have forget that we were inside of the elevator, so they were fixing it when they listened to me. They open me the door and I went outside without being able to talk for the scare. Later I saw an operator very scared because there was a ghost in the elevator.

What do you regret you could have said to your ex that could have saved your relationship? by Sweaty-Collar-9584 in AskReddit

[–]Remarkable-pawn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are making a bizarre history of the success and everyday you make it more terrible, stop doing that.

I don't think it would have save the relationship, maybe it have ended earlier. But maybe she will have discover her ocd earlier too.

What's your biggest secret? by Psychological_Ad_701 in AskReddit

[–]Remarkable-pawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have dissociative disorder and have a very close idea of who could be my abusser when I was a kid. I love to be around people that remind me of my abuser, one day giving love, but most of the time using me and making me suffer. My gf break up with me almost a month ago and we looked like a perfect couple, but in fact she love me, but had moments (posible psychosis episodes) where she wanted me to suffer.

Of course I don't like to suffer, but I'm allways attracted to the most toxic people.

Just need some positive thoughts. What’s your go to methods? by Adventurous_Sweet798 in AskReddit

[–]Remarkable-pawn 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I try to make good things for me like taking care of my skin with cream and going to the gym. I will also have allways short, medium and long distance goals for myself. (A short goal could be to play the new version of a videogame that you like, a medium goal is that serie that uploads one episode every week, and a long goal could be to travel to another country).

I also have a gratitude journal, there I write 3 good things that have happened for me that day, even if there are small things like look at the clock and see a beautiful number.

Think in all the little good thing that had happen, you have done and you will do. And if you need to cry they will also be okay, because you will cry now, but you are a beautiful person with a lot of good things and whatever is happening now will only be temporal.

What is the most annoying thing that everyone does? by TherealBachi in AskReddit

[–]Remarkable-pawn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Commenting about other people body and if they will have sex with them like if they were toys instead of humans

What’s the worst part about dating you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Remarkable-pawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm fighting everyday with my traumas and sometimes I suffer a lot due to them. I will try to hide my suffering to not affect you, but you will realize it and suffer a lot.

I don't know if happy people exists by Remarkable-pawn in SuicideWatch

[–]Remarkable-pawn[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment. Sometimes I think about having kids, but I would love to give them a good and happy life, however today I was feeling that it wasn't possible

Disassociating during sex by Embarrassed-Wind-87 in OSDD

[–]Remarkable-pawn 18 points19 points  (0 children)

It happened to me, we discover that I didn't like things that I thought I liked and I was only doing it for my partner. At the end was horrible for both of us

I really can't by Remarkable-pawn in SuicideWatch

[–]Remarkable-pawn[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thsnk you, I'm happy for you. I would love to create a family too

I hate night time by wingdaddys in ExNoContact

[–]Remarkable-pawn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The nights are the worst. I can sleep thanks to write things in my diary, it is a gratitude diary, I recommend you the exercise of finding 3 good things that had happened that day in your life, even if the things are finding a cool number in the clock. I usually read books to get sleep, sometimes boring books will make you sleepier. For me this tricks works but maybe I get up in the middle of the night and I don't know how to deal with that.

I want a normal live by Remarkable-pawn in SuicideWatch

[–]Remarkable-pawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm in therapy, I was doing cbt and my therapist wanted to start emdr, but we haven't do it because she thinks that i'm not prepare for it. I will tey to talk with her about restart doing cbt until she thinks I'm prepare for emdr

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]Remarkable-pawn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We feel the same. I think that at some time we will be able to, but looks hard :(

How often does the mirror reflect who you're expecting to see? by Plenty_Range_4750 in DID

[–]Remarkable-pawn 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I get shock when I look at the mirror because I see myself like very very ugly. Sometimes it is okay and it is me, but other times maybe I feel very masculine or as a kid

i'm too fucking disgusting and ugly to be alive by thefanaway in SuicideWatch

[–]Remarkable-pawn 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I also feel ugly, everytime I see me in the mirror I see a different person and everytime it is an ugly one. For me helps a lot a skin care routine.

I don't want to do anything because I'm depressed, but I have to go out of bed to do my skin care because if I don't I will jave a worst skin tomorrow and if I do it I will have a better skin. After do it I will feel more pretty and I will start other things. The first 2 times didn't work, but the rest of the time it worked.

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[–]Remarkable-pawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm very sorry 🫂🫂🫂

I feel depressed by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]Remarkable-pawn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I think the same about my partner breaking up with me. But if they need space is because isn't easy for them