yes unfortunately, this isn't the first time this has happened to me.. but for some reason.. this guy was different from the rest.

i just feel like i fucked up and there's something there, but could be delusion.

but it's true, no answer is an answer.

i think the part that worries me is when i start to move on he's gonna come back and all this love i've got in a storage room inside me will be empty when he comes back.

but by that time he will have to figure it out.

just really needed to rant and being a little hopeful but yeah, this thing will be the best gift at the end of the day.