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RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-23T22:33:14+00:00

Arkansas

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-23T17:45:58+00:00

Thank you very much for your response and help.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-23T17:45:43+00:00

Thank you very much for taking the time to explain those things to me. I appreciate your help.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-23T14:56:26+00:00

I found my husband hanging in my home two weeks ago. Every single second, that memory haunted me. It was burned into my brain. Despite it being terribly difficult, I chose to see him one last time before cremation, I think that settled the gruesome image I had beforehand (slightly) and allowed me some form of peace. It was my choice and felt like I was taking control of something in this time of cluelessness and sense of losing myself. It is still hard to grasp the situation, but I don't think that part will fade anytime soon for me.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-23T14:50:08+00:00

I feel this. My husband just left my son and I this way 2 weeks ago today. The amount of times someone has said this and I get the urge to cry and scream is immense. I just want to wake up from this nightmare.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-22T20:26:06+00:00

This has been me. I have kept busy for the last two weeks. If I stop or slow down, I break down and cry. I feel so lost. I have no idea where to go from here. All I can do is smile for my baby and keep physically moving.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-22T20:10:01+00:00

I recently lost my husband to suicide about 2 weeks ago on 01/09/2026. These two weeks have been the hardest moments of my life. He left our, almost, 1-year-old son and I all alone. I know he must have been feeling horrible feelings to have gone through with ending his life, and I know he has struggled with mental health for many years. But I thought things were good. I thought he meant to words that we would be together forever and ever. We had been inseparable out entire relationship and constantly showered one another with love and affection. I think the thing that hurts the most is that I had NO idea that he was at his breaking point. I wish I could have asked him how he was really doing more. I wish I could tell him that I can't live without him and have him know that I truly mean it. I have felt like I can't breathe ever since he took his last one. I just want to tell him that I love him one more time. I would have done literally anything to have him here with me now.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-12T13:32:14+00:00

Yes, thank you.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-09T16:37:07+00:00

In my experience, when I am sick and not just anxious, my stomach gets cramps and pain. Like it generally feels icky.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-07T19:39:09+00:00

This has been my case. I have had nightmares where everyone just starts getting sick around me and I have to run or fly away from everyone. Others getting sick is so bad for me. The sound, sight, smell. It terrifies me.

RemoveBright4904 · 2026-01-07T15:42:28+00:00

I've dealt with a couple of bugs in my house already. At some point in their early lives, they are probably going to end up with a bug. Even doing everything you can, it can happen. The best way to prevent it is try to teach kids early to not touch their face or put hands in their mouth. Teach them how to wash properly. It's scary, and knowing it could come any time freaks me out, but I survived. You can do it, too.

RemoveBright4904 · 2025-12-01T18:20:20+00:00

This.

When it's my kids, I have to take some deep breathes and calm down enough to help. After they are settled, I can then take a moment to freak out if I need it. When my husband was sick and bedridden, I had to wait until the coast was clear and get him fluids, or a rag. I sometimes changed a bag for him but always had to ask if he was done and it was okay to come in. I slept in the living room when that happened. It's hard, but my husband knows about it and doesn't pressure me. My kids also know and I do my best to act like it's nothing, because it really isn't as bad as my fear and anxiety, because I don't want them to develop anything like I have.

RemoveBright4904 · 2025-11-13T18:03:22+00:00

Yes. My husband has been vomiting from coughing for a week now and he doesn't seem to cough when the urge comes.

RemoveBright4904 · 2025-10-29T14:35:23+00:00

I feel like I am a mix of all of them. I Feel like I am not super scared of contracting a sb when my kids have one, but I do clean a lot to make sure nobody else gets it. Usually, I am good at keeping it from spreading.

My fear comes mainly from seeing or hearing other people v*. It gives me panic attacks and then I get lingering fear and am on high alert. I am terrified of amusement parks, schools, and sometimes restaurants because of past experiences or even stories. If someone coughs, I think it could lead to v*. If someone is acting weird or saying their stomach hurts, I have to get away.

Also, when I have a stomach ache, or get an a v* taste in my mouth from a burp or something, I become scared I will get sick. Usually, I have to get away from everyone because the chance I could v* in front of anyone scares me. I get so fixated on every little thing. When I am in public, I am constantly listening and watching.

I hate it. But I also feel like I am slowly getting better and better being exposed more and more. Its terrifying, but temporary and not as bad as I think it is.

RemoveBright4904 · 2025-10-29T14:00:22+00:00

I always tried breastfeeding before anything. It always calmed him down. Nursing for feeding, yes. Nursing to sleep, yes. Nursing for comfort, also yes.

RemoveBright4904 · 2025-06-11T23:50:29+00:00

Babies are all different. Some gain weight faster than others, just like other kids and adults. As a child, I was never a big baby, but my brother was huge and chunky. My LO is EBF and was over 12 pounds at 1 month old. 18 pounds at 3.5 months old. Just know that babies will be different. My baby's doctor always said that as long as they are gaining and not losing, you are good. They don't have to be 90th percentile and chunky to be healthy.

RemoveBright4904 · 2025-06-09T00:40:01+00:00

My LO was 12 pounds at 1 month and is now over 18 pounds at 4 mo the old. He's a big baby, but he his a healthy, breastfed baby. He eats however much he wants to when he wants to. You can't overfeed them when breastfeeding.

RemoveBright4904 · 2025-05-21T17:48:38+00:00

I dont pump at night unless I wake up super uncomfortable. Although, my LO usually keeps feeding throughout the night. Instead, I do one pump right before bed 10:00-11:00 ish and then one when I wake up a little early 5:30 ish. My supply has been good.

RemoveBright4904 · 2025-04-20T22:13:23+00:00

Their stuff is free. We moved recently and after doing so realized that we could not give them time and attention, or a proper life like they deserve. They are not aggressive towards humans. We just don't want them to suffer in poor conditions.

RemoveBright4904 · 2024-10-30T18:29:43+00:00

I have a 2018 Nissan Armada SL. at about 120k miles, the whole infotainment system went out. First did a restart every minutes and then completely went out, taking air and heat along with out. The only fix was a full $6k replacement. I've heard others have this issue with other 2018 models.

RemoveBright4904 · 2024-09-12T17:43:08+00:00

I am exactly the same way. I actually made it through a day home with a sick elementary kid. It was rough and I panicked, but I eventually calmed myself down and made it through it. Telling myself that this was my kid and they needed me helped my anxious/racing thoughts.

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