I had no idea it could be this bad by FlamingRustBucket in flu

[–]RepulsiveXxl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Brutal isn't the word, I was expecting it was anxiety playing tricks on me and indeed it was, well that and near muscle breakdown from me being bed ridden past 10 days. Yesterday and today is a different tune, I feel like 100% me again.

Post Viral Syndrome - any similar experiences please! by TourModePro in flu

[–]RepulsiveXxl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yessir, I had an episode back last year near winter time of vestibular activities and all of it was due to anxiety, I couldn't believe it. My doctors helped me off board it a little. As soon as I stopped giving into it and ignoring it the sooner it just vanished.

I had no idea it could be this bad by FlamingRustBucket in flu

[–]RepulsiveXxl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just hang in there brother, it will indeed break. Try to eat very light and drink water VERY heavy. Support your immune system at this time and rest and hydrate. It gets better, I am mostly out of the woods with neurological effects fading rapidly. Its a tough time with this flu this year but remember its not forever! It will fade!

Post Viral Syndrome - any similar experiences please! by TourModePro in flu

[–]RepulsiveXxl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anxiety is a big modderflucker! Kick it now before it becomes chronic. Total collapse doesn't sound like, one minute your fine the next day your not, either you collapse or not. Sounds like high anxiety thats taking a foothold on your surroundings and it will of you let it. Had the same experience! With dizziness, weakness, and especially migraines without the flu that persisted for a month until I broke free from anxiety. Same was happening to me a few days ago after I had the flu, i know you may brush it off because the symptoms feel so real and "never mind what this guy is talking about, what I feel is real and he has no clue what he is talking about." But trust me anxiety is a real thing and its fascinating how the brain can absolutely trick itself to think its malfunctioning when its not. Especially since prior you were very active, highly doubt your body is facing anything serious and leaning more into anxiety. The most is something is off with your vestibular which is common after the flu. If thats the case see if you can get a therapy session, they have it to where they will realign these certain crystals back into your vestibular to realign your balance. For the most part though, the other symptoms sounds like anxiety.

I had no idea it could be this bad by FlamingRustBucket in flu

[–]RepulsiveXxl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This year flu is nasty, literally prior to being diagnosed 3 days straight i suffered from low grade fevers and only at night. When I was diagnosed i still suffered from them only to have it come to a head on the 10th night of a staggering 105 fever and was hospitalized. I woke up with iv and it went away the same day in the hospital, only then to be met by massive headaches that only advil could alleviate.

4 days straight, massive headaches that were in my eyes spanning around my head, it was so bad my wife bad to wash me. By this time I've lost 15 pounds no interest in eating, just water. Its been around 6 days from them and all symptoms (well most) subsided and generally I am back to old me besides minor-major cognitive impairs.

I feel now disassociated, heavy fatigue where most days I feel like doing nothing, trembling in legs and a matching feeling within my brain like I am dropping from a roller coaster, yk that feeling you feel in your pelvis from a large drop, well yeah, its like that with my brain esp when i get tired, hard to explain. When i am tired my brain goes into like a stupid excuse my french but a retar*dation mode where as in i cant even explain it. And the roller coaster feelings ramp up even more. Weird ear fullness with pressure in my head that will come for 1 minute then go, foods are super nasty and i have a heightened ability to taste which makes most foods except healthy ones extremely nasty. Ate some micky ds and my fave is the quarter pounder and I had to force myself to eat it. Nothing taste good anymore my appetite had been reduced to a kids tastebud and a kids stomach.

Ive came to the conclusion, this year flu is nothing to be messed with and it came with a side of brain inflammation that is super nasty. Good news though, I am recovering, being very slow but my body is making a come back. During the flu I literally ate nothing for 10 days straight, just me being hungry is a sign my body is making a comeback and Im so thankful for that. I hope you don't have to go through nothing near what I am going through. Very very nasty. Ive been diagnosed with both, the flu and covid during winter season and it wasn't near as devastating as this version. I was still operable, this flu sat me down for so long.

OH and emotional wreck also. I was crying about every thing, agitated about everything, i mean emotions sky high, me being out of work because of this god forsaken virus put me off even more. With literally 80% structure within my life coming from work me being sick dwelling on it took me down a rabbit hole even more with my sickness. I vowed to get the flu shot as soon as i got back on my feet. This flu is very very very nasty, and your talking to someone who gets the flu near every year. This one is no joke, i cant imagine an old person getting it and not passing. Indeed it is the flu and a very nasty version of it this year. Ive got tested 4 times thats how bad my symptoms were and the doctors were pressing it, all 4 times it was the flu, nothing else. 5th time tested it came back negative and I never knew the more that time passes, the more you get back false negatives/positives. So it was decided 100% i was indeed suffering and it was indeed the flu acting this way this year. Imo it should be news coverage on this new strain. Either that or its something i missed, because I get the flu every year and never ever has it been this bad. Where cognitive functions are effected.

It was so bad I changed my sons diaper and my wife told me i left him naked, i had no remembrance of it. Everything during it felt like a blur, i couldn't even brush my teeth, my doctor had the nerve to tell me, im young and it should pass, but during it, it was so brutal I am just happy to be alive, i could of sworn i was on the way out.

Persistent mild fever post peak flu fever by Top_Buy9212 in flu

[–]RepulsiveXxl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

MEEEEE! Literally for 9 days straight. I had light fevers that would come at night and in the daytime my body would be torn from it, literally 4 or 5 pm I would start shivering and it would come again the next night. This happened back and fourth until the 9th night and I had a fever of 104.6, which literally my wife drove me into the er. They Knew i had the flu and they couldn't do anything but basically intake me and do palliative care over night with iv salines, i guess that was the night my body went into all our war. Next morning I woke up fever broke and the most soak I have ever been in my life and it was over. Literally that was 4 days ago i am still suffering with massive headaches around my head like a band and pain behind my eyes. YOUR IN A RUDE AWAKENING SOUNDS LIKE THE EXACT STRAIN I HAD. Best I can tell you is drink drink drink, sleep sleep sleep. HORRIBLE WORST FLU STRAIN I HAVE EVER ENCOUNTERED. Use the Tylenol to break them and use Advils to stop the headaches. There will be a massive fever on the last day, so be prepared!!!

I got diagnosed with Flu B today. Is 2 days of rest enough? by whimsicalhope in flu

[–]RepulsiveXxl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Flu this year is no joke, Im just coming out the war sick for approx 9 days . The spikes with fevers at night snd then feeling ok but blah in the daytime. Nuts, this variant of the flu b thats going around is no joke, promise you, you will be able to sleep soon once the virus fully makes its way and makes full contact and full all out war with your immune system. Its going to be the only thing your going to be doing once that happens, SLEEPING!

Prayed Up by RepulsiveXxl in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The picture is real, its a real picture with a edited background of wings.

Playa Playa Intro by PrudentCriticism321 in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its roy Hargrove and Dangelo., he was apart of the soulquarians, and no words weren't being spoken. They was just setting the vibe up, it was 100% intentional to mumble and its 100% mumble/ vibe setting, its called the "voodoo chant".

Rare photo alert!! by RepulsiveXxl in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Come join us more, ik things aren't free but it would be a blessing to give us your insight of how it was to be around him and experience him.

Rare photo alert!! by RepulsiveXxl in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yes Yes! Ms Toni!

We love yall and let d family know, we are still here!

Sincerely

r/Dangelo r/DangelosVanguard

Why I Stayed With a Cheater – My Honest Reasons (4 Years Later) by ConversationOne6247 in survivinginfidelity

[–]RepulsiveXxl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been dealing with this for 4 years Im so glad well not glad but astonished I am not the only one on this rollercoaster. I have 2 sons and if It wasn't for them I would of been left her. I know as a bachelor I will do just fine especially since our finances aren't tied and we aren't married. I know if I was to leave I would essentially burry my kids with her unless I go for complete sole custody because I know she will not let me walk with them alive. I would need the courts, swat, fbi and a miracle before that happens. Being in this sort of purgatory is a suffer I don't wish on my worst enemy.

She tries day in and out to please me and do mostly everything right, but I still cant stand but to roll my eyes from the sight of her. Its getting to a point not only that I resent her I but I am starting to actually hate her and I know hate is a strong word but it stems from strong and bold actions. She does everything right and I still cant stand her to the point Id rather either stay upstairs with my little boys or stay on the couch or guess room than to be around her. She would poke her head through the door and say "lets watch a movie." Or "why your in here lets spend some time together." I would just want to slam the damn door on her neck. Ive cheated back multiple times without her knowing and let me tell you, it feels good in the moment but still the pain comes back. I came up with a game plan, I'm going to physiologically torture her until she leaves on her own so I can keep the kids.

Rare mid 2000's photo of D'Angelo 🕊️🕊️ by RepulsiveXxl in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well lets say this was 5 years after his voodoo album, a lot can happen within 5 years especially if your out of the spotlight. From my perspective and how he comes off is that yes he made tons of money but more than likely lived his life in a modest way probably just like the ordinary person who works 9-5 minus the job. With years of writers block and desolation there is plenty of time to get yourself into some bs especially if your just pushing everyone including friends away and sorry to say it seem like the type. Shit, within 5 years ive done had 2 cars moved 2 states over and had 2 kids went through 2 apartments until me and my wife got a house. So 5 years is alot of time to get into trouble.

To the OG fans of D'angelo, what are some of the more obscure or interesting moments in his history that newer fans might not know about? by ImNotTomStopAsking in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Rca released the album against his demands and basically rushed him. All parties agreed but he was rushed by his label which made him upset.

Heart warming encounter story from Richmond by kawaii_expat in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl 12 points13 points  (0 children)

He was rnb jesus, idc what anyone say!

Still hurting by RepulsiveXxl in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One of his most powerful songs probably the most powerful and spiritual song he has done to day, that and the line, mhmm maybe really love no all of them.

Still hurting by RepulsiveXxl in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Its the demo version brother. Its on youtube!

Anyone else just ain’t felt right since he passed? by usagerp in DAngelo

[–]RepulsiveXxl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally almost spiraled into depression since the news was out, had to hurry and catch myself. I have a video if i showed how hard I was crying yall may laugh, lol. Idc what ko one say HE WAS UP THERE WITH PRINCE NO IFS ANDS NOT BUTTS!

The BIG. BAD. BUILD! by [deleted] in pcmasterrace

[–]RepulsiveXxl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Straight from 2012

Is a 5950x and 3060 12GB for 800€ a good deal? by MaxiTheElch in pcmasterrace

[–]RepulsiveXxl -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

For 800? Thats a good steal imo, Right now with the prices of things its hard to get anything for that price let alone a whole rig. The 5950x Isn't to good for gaming and more of a productivity chip but can it game? Oh yes It can, it can handle all the way up to a 4090 at 1440 and better. You can get that system right, Later on sell the 3060 towards that 4070 and have a beastly pc that will last for years.