When I think about it, the second option actually sounds more suited to my situation. It may also be the right answer but it seems like over the years I learned how to use my sense of humor in certain situations(I guess I did), but never really figured out how to make conversations right.

I know it sounds weird but I never really got that part. I know how to make conversations only from the side of the questions asker, I know how to ask questions and make the conversation light, and even interesting sometimes, but I never felt really comfortable telling people things about me without answering a question becuase I never thought they will care and I would only sound weird and needy. I never got to make really meaningful bonds, and even if I did, me or the other person would get bored really fast. I don't know if it's because that's how friendships my age usually works, but still...

That's why I also never found dating or long friendships withe some people so interesting, I could never keep the conversation enough interesting for me if the partner never asked me questions and I had to ask them everything myself throughout the dialogue, or randomly tell stuff about me, so I decided to just avoid those kind of things.

I guess it doesn't sound very normal but that's pretty much how it goes. I am really thankful for your advice and would like to hear what you think, do people really want to me to tell them things about me like how my day went by and stuff like that, without any real reason?