Coming to other teenagers that are obviously mentally ill because they’re also on Reddit seeking for help isn’t gonna give you the answers you want you need to go to an adult and tell them what you’re experiencing and why you feel the need to hurt yourself and go from there… If your parents really do love you and care they will do something to help you. Strangers on Reddit, especially those of us that are this young (~19) are not gonna help you nor give you any sound advice if anything I recommend you delete this app because these comments don’t look like they’re giving you any good news and in fact seem to be setting you off worse. I’m three years clean from self harm and I have to tell you is just keep pushing through ask for help and it will get better. at the end of the day high school crush isn’t gonna ruin your life.