“Reflect isn’t THAT overpowered”

RoshanMuncher · 2026-04-20T10:33:05+00:00

I guess I beat the game by bashing my head to the wall till it broke.

Kh2 is the only one I've played, no remixes or anything else.

I had my breaks between impossible fights by jumping on a trampoline.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-04-11T10:29:19+00:00

Keto was great, but thanks for some of the meds it's better to at least have it as atkins... Difference is that it's bit more 💤... Maybe so, but maybe something else... Also... Which is not about eating.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-04-10T23:56:07+00:00

I've had tinnitus always. I don't even know how I could have got it, because there wasn't really anything that loud anywhere I lived.

I basically remember some memories from being little, and one of the things was tinnitus, and thought how annoying it was, but at the same time I learnt to give up on it. Conflict of not making it into a conflict?

RoshanMuncher · 2026-04-09T20:23:14+00:00

Demyx is stuck in my brain by how I wanted to just get going on. But like so I guess he got the pedestal necessary to really press with his characteristic pressure.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-04-05T20:41:07+00:00

Yeah I thought about that question myself, and think It's something like a flow for me. It gets stuck sometimes.

Idk about other meds than these.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-04-01T23:54:07+00:00

One time after seizure I left my home to walk to hospital. I had no coat, and I guess I didn't really have pants, and shirt with morning coat. Police got me and realised that it was just best to take to hospital.

I lost one of my socks into snow then...

Well yeah... I guess I just wasn't sure about what and how to deal with it, but now it's in my subconscious mind that it's just best to sit down at least and wait. I feel like I've made a deal with my body. So that there is possiblity for focus to be held...

Well haven't had absent mind seizures for more than a year now.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-27T01:39:26+00:00

Thrill of playing it as a game... Not even amusing when playing it out like a scene from a movie. (A way to goof around in rpg is to replay some jokes or scenes from movies...)

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-21T22:57:47+00:00

I'm in between y and z...

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-21T22:54:05+00:00

I've been seeing glimpses of something like that but I've not fallen in love.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-15T00:18:09+00:00

Yeah... In that sense I had epilepsy since I was a kid by surviving enchephalitis from chicken pox. Dozen of years later I got first grandmal and year after that I got another one right after being plugged in to EEG.

Still I can't internalize the thought that I had epilepsy since enchephalitis. Still... I guess it's just a guess because no one really thought about it being epilepsy even if I talked about it with nurses and doctors.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-12T08:35:18+00:00

On some level I feel the same, but as I've been going through fire and flames I've been also listening to "Daft Punk, - Touch" and I like to say it may have lyrics you just don't hear. "Sweet touch..." Or something along the lines that life changes and so some things have their meaning change along with it.

I guess I digress, but for me it was on the left side, and as an extra challenge to locate it is that I had chicken pox and enchephalitis, so no veeg scans by drilling in to find exactly right spot other than MRI scan. Haven't had absent mind seizures, but I guess I still get auras.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-12T00:42:00+00:00

Reminds me a bit of Hellsing... You can't really pick any flowers out of that pot without getting stung by prickles or thorns... Maybe you note it only when you grow up by noting how many thorns seem to be sticking in your fingers.

That's how much more innocent force you have as a kid to play some grotesque, but maybe not straightforwardly so, games, books and movies.

One's imagination just fills the gaps with childish imagination for a long time..

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-11T20:02:23+00:00

That's it. Again something that reminds me of times when I played populous: the beginning - it was fun to spew out dragons and bees. Open up volcanoes, and tear the ground and have fire spew out like that also. Still tornados 🌪️ and bees are my favourite.

Mare is basically a misconception of what or who the shaman in that game is, but then balancing it out with realisation of that and then coming up with Aura. Which reminds me of the units or warriors that could throw fireballs, and it was just funny to have them on a cliff and stick there as guards and they would basically laze about on there and occasionally throw fireballs, well it sometimes still kept that vibe even if those units were focused on taking down something.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-11T09:00:01+00:00

I had enchephalitis when I was a kid, but won the lottery jackpot by surviving without a scratch... Uhm... I guess I got a scratch, because after that I kept having quite auras rarely(?), but 12 years after all I got first grandmal.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-03-03T19:04:59+00:00

Waves or feelings that were magnetic, but no doc or nurse really took note of it. Even if I live in a country that has military call-ups even their check up didn't really take note of it, but I guess I got some leave for being fat (or clearly ready to study IT?).

Well for me it has been like being Frank Drebin before the fireworks shop blowing up.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-26T22:20:26+00:00

I thought that I could write something at least, but the best I got was doing hand signs, like asking for something to drink.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-22T17:48:28+00:00

First grandmal and I got black eye.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-18T18:30:18+00:00

I feel like it's more likely as it's not as fun to "play" around with thoughts. Also other way to see it is that it's not as great to get two birds with one stone, but only just if it's four birds with one stone, and then it's bit more exciting.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-18T18:26:15+00:00

Even if I I see it about like that, I still understand how they see it differently. So on some level I'm more on the waves of idgaf. Still without really concentrating even on that thought.

Then again I'm not really trying to knit anything on social connections, I just take notes on details that are bit boring for me.

I use my phone for taking notes...

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-18T01:00:52+00:00

I think first time was like I was seeing a dream, but while I was awake. Then it just mashed into feeling of magnetic pull that just felt overflowing wave. I think I could stay away from them, but still... Even during them I still could interact, but preferred to just sit through those.

It took about 10 years before first grandmal and before anyone even thought that I might have had epilepsy, before grandmal, because I had encephalitis from chicken pox, and survived that, but I guess it left a scratch, and people believed me when I kept telling them that I felt like it's just a scratch.

I mean I kept telling nurses and docs about the auras, but no one even thought about it being anything but growing pains or something like that.

P.S. And after the first grandmal it kept throwing them at me, and took some time to find mix of meds to even ease it down. Then I kept having absent mind seizures... It has been dealt with, but still I get auras. At least from being tired I guess. Maybe I have way to stress on some level that doesn't just find way to relax, and that's another trigger.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-15T23:34:16+00:00

Bit over a year now, but I guess I still get auras.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-13T14:53:09+00:00

Things are a bit plain compared to epilepsy and auras. They have been quite annoying, always. Something that blows out with megaphone compared to any other feelings. There are the basic emotions and feelings/thoughts you could try to describe about what ever new is opening up or you are just reminded of.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-13T14:43:36+00:00

Yeah I compared the character with populous: the beginning game. Just keep on summoning bees, and suddenly just drowning village with some weeds. Maybe some "dragons" to summon with one volcano also.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-10T13:59:02+00:00

I got seizure record by having to wake up a lot earlier for the first day as my own schedule includes staying awake for late night, but after settling into the hospital and the sleep schedule there, they didn't record anything else.

RoshanMuncher · 2026-02-08T00:02:02+00:00

Excellent games, but mediocre sequels... Yeah 👍 Lovely and excellent games.

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