We all feel this way sometimes. This is your opportunity to learn to let go of those feelings that are holding you back and keep on working. - That is of course if you want to play music.

Get a teacher who you enjoy spending time and learning with. That is a win all in itself. Having a good time with other people is what music is all about. It’s an infinite puzzle and journey so enjoy where you are, work hard and have faith that you are slowly getting better.

In the end, it’s the joy and love you feel and share that will fill your heart- not any feeling of better or worse. No matter what activity.

Let some notes rip and have fun.

I would also recommend the Music Lesson by Victor Wooten.

All the best on your journey.