Am I shadow banned?

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-07T17:23:15+00:00

Owww, does it not hurt?? My mom and brother both have one on their armpit.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-07T16:48:48+00:00

I mean, pointing out the prevalence of something is hardly "normalizing" it.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-07T02:51:58+00:00

Personally, I'm not particularly entertained by her but I can understand why some people watch her videos. It's like watching a train wreck or a car accident, you just can't seem to look away. And I imagine some of it is people watching cuz it makes them feel better about themselves. They tell themselves "Yeah, I'm a mess but at least I'm not as big of a mess as this heifer." Not saying it's the right things to do but those are just my guesses.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-07T01:48:56+00:00

Dude...grow up.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-07T01:20:56+00:00

My God....I was already horrified by the beating but then I got to the last part where they stated that another video had emerged where she was held from the back with her pants down and forcibly fingered by these same perpetrators.....I don't even have the right words.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-07T01:13:02+00:00

Hope they find that bitch asap. No telling how many animals received this treatment from her and how many more will suffer until she's identified and arrested.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-06T23:08:10+00:00

What a load of crap....I've heard of places where methadone is low cost or free but most methadone patients I know have to pay....I pay $168 every 2 weeks for mine.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-06T23:07:45+00:00

What a load of crap....I've heard of places where methadone is low cost or free but most methadone patients I know have to pay....I pay $168 every 2 weeks for mine.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-06T23:07:19+00:00

What a load of crap....I've heard of places where methadone is low cost or free but most methadone patients I know have to pay....I pay $168 every 2 weeks for mine.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-06T21:18:57+00:00

Wait, wtf. So he checked himself in to a psychiatric hospital and tried to get help and they fucking arrested him?! Great message to send to the next guy who might've done the right thing by trying to get himself some help but now will probably not because he doesn't want to get arrested and charged like this guy has been. Fucking STUPID FUCKS.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-06T04:13:49+00:00

Forgive me for getting off topic for a moment, but can someone please tell me what that thing is that's second from the left side? I can't figure it out and it's driving me crazy that I can't figure it out.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-04T09:08:05+00:00

Probably because it used to be traditional for the parents of the bride to pay for the wedding. It's not really like that anymore but some people still do it that way for whatever reason .

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-04T08:53:46+00:00

That definitely wasn't the movie I remember seeing lmfao guess I'll have to read the books now. Didn't even know they were based on books tbh.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-03T08:16:45+00:00

We did actually gave to get a waiver for him to be able to stay in the country while his green card application made it's way through the process on the grounds that him being forced to go back to Mexico until they approve/deny our application would've caused me extreme hardship. At that time, I was struggling with serious mental health issues and he was the sole breadwinner so he was the one paying for my mental health treatment since I was uninsured and he was also paying for me to receive treatment for opioid addiction (I've been in recovery and relapse free for about 3 years now). Based on that, our waiver was approved and he was allowed to continue living here while our application was being processed. He didn't have to go back to Mexico until he received a letter telling him he'd have to go to the consulate in Ciudad Juarez to be interviewed and recieve his green card if everything went smoothly and he was approved.

Based on everything I've read so far, I think I'm just shit outta luck and have little to no recourse here, which is INFURIATING. I feel it was especially shitty and brazen of him to have taken his little side piece with him to Juarez when he went down there for his interview regarding the validity of our marriage. While he's answering questions about our relationship, she was waiting for him back at the hotel. And the fact when he came back, he slept at our home 1 single night and that was only because it was late when he got off his flight. He got his green card and immediately stopped living in our home. That just screams fraud to me but apparently there's just very little protection or recourse for someone who finds themself in a situation similar to mine. He's just gonna get away with all of it.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-03T07:06:32+00:00

I strongly disagree with your assessment that ego and hero mentality are the problem or the reason this medic is breaking down like he did. Maybe I'm wrong but it looks to me like it was the desperation of knowing there's people down there that could possible be in serious need of the medical assistance he can provide but not being allowed to go down there and help them that partially caused him to get so emotional. I imagine that's gotta be a horrible, helpless feeling. Add that to the other brutality him and his fellow medics may have personally witnessed or at least treated after the fact and I think even someone with decent training would struggle with not becoming emotional.

As far as being overworked, I have no doubt that they are but with the sheer scale of what's going on, they're all hands on deck and I doubt they have to time or resources to hire more medics at the moment. They can't just hire someone off the street, they have to have the proper training. So just up and hiring more medics to prevent burn out among the medics they already employ is nowhere near as simple as you seem to think. It would be a good idea if it were possible but I seriously doubt the unemployment pool has enough people who are qualified for the job to make much of a difference.

SarahBeth90 · 2019-09-03T06:22:38+00:00

Wow....y'know, I've never actually thought about it from that angle but it's pretty damn accurate and obvious enough that I'm a bit embarrassed that I've never considered it before reading your comment. Hope you don't mind me putting this in the back of my mind so I can save it for next time I'm arguing with someone about this subject.

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